LiTtLe RaiN DrOp"S sEcReT DiAry

MisC...

2007-07-09T18:38:00.000+08:00

my cousin held her wedding last sat, so we head over to msia early in the morning.. conversation in the car was a little fun cos mom talk abt her younger days where they own pigs.. well actually from my knowledge, they owned a female pig. and in the olden days, if they wan their pig to reproduce, they have to pay to this person who owns a group of male pigs, and then this ppl will bring the male pig over to mate with ur female pig. and if the first time mating is not successful, gotta pay them come another time with another male pig lol.. and i heard they needa keep hitting the male pig for some time, then it will climb on top of the female one and start mating hee.. this are really things we dun get to see / know abt nowadays.. and then when the female pig delivers the piglets, is like they will gif birth to 1 piglet, then walk around for a long time before the 2nd one comes out, so on.. so my uncles had to stand-by to pick up the piglet once is out from the mother pig so that the mother pig will not step it's child to death. this is a super long process and is super dirty and smelly job hehe..

then we went over to my aunt's new house, very pretty done up~ their rooms have very nice color combination and with the help of the curtains, everything looks beautiful =)

we had a rush trip, but still manage to shopped a lit bit and bought 2 shorts, each for RM27.90, which is less than $15SGD, super gd bargain, cos in sg, shorts ard selling between $18-$30, cheapest $15 which are the common/normal ones..

Went to see the doc ytd cos my sore throat had been ongoing for a few wks, and coughing still there (only slightly better now) for a month lor.. the clinic opens at 9am, and i called them hoping to get a queue no first.. but the queue was like 10pax in queue and the doc not reach yet.. and worse, i can't take a queue no first.. sianz.. so ended up dad drove me to get a queue no then we head for breakfast then back to the clinic hee.. *no waiting time needed*

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InFluenCes...

2007-07-02T19:21:00.000+08:00

normally i would join my colleagues for lunch.. and most of the time they will complain abt wrk abt bosses etc.. i dun mind all that.. just tat sometimes i would think that.. OMG.. did i come into the right company ma? haha.. cos from wat i see and wat i hear, boss will not appreciate ur hard wrk, but if any case that the proj is cock up (and when its not ur fault at all), they'll still push all the blame to u.. and when they wan something, they want it fast, they dun care if u have any wrk on hand or not..

i dun really know, cos so far wat i see somethings happen to my colleague some are things they say.. i'm a little worried etc, but tot to myself : "i shld not be influence and judge things just by wat ppl say, shld experience it myself" and since they've told me all these and tell me to be careful, i'll have to be really careful not to make very big mistakes lor..

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IT Stuffs... r costLy..

2007-06-26T18:58:00.000+08:00

had a long long day shopping with JY last wk end.. we met up and head down to raffles city where she hopes to get some present for her boss b4 leaving (ended up with some fuit tea, those where u can mix with hot water and put some sugar/honey, it taste & smells really gd - as per wat the saleman offer us for tasting). then we walked to bugis junction, get a card, went over to bugis village for some shopping follow by sim lim..

i didn't spend anything on shopping, but spend $50 on IT stuff.. sigh.. well, if i tell u wat i bought u would have said i had some gd buy cos: - 1 logitech keyboard for $15, 1 thumbdrive(1Gb) for $20, 50pcs CDr for $14.. haha.. doesn't seems like alot to some of u.. but hor.. all the IT things at home i buy one lor, printer la, (even catridge i oso have to buy even when im not the one doing printing, nobody buys one lor, they just leave it empty), the internet bill oso i pay when i'm not using the internet most of the time.. last time comp spoil oso i pay money to repair / upgrade ram / change hard disk lo.. see... all these cost so much money lor.. i can spend that $50 on prob 2-3 tops or 2 bottoms or 2-3 shoes hor.. lol...

after sim lim we ate dinner and went back to bugis junction walk ard and then icon before taking a bus back.. anyway icon is closing down soon.. the crowd there just isn't going i must say.. went there a few times, but everytime i go oso like deserted one lor.. then the things there oso like nothing much interesting and cheap.. most of them are quite costly (prob due to the shop rental ba).. ppl rather go bugis village when they're in bugis instead of there lo..

ok la.. dinner liao.. *hungry*

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BdaY @ tHe VillagE~

2007-06-22T19:15:00.000+08:00

went for tong's bday last wk end, had lunch at village.. their food was quite gd i must say.. no matter is sting ray or lamp chop or crepe or calamari.. lazy to write.. so u see the photos for urself k.. =p

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New Job & MisC PhoTos..

2007-06-12T20:41:00.000+08:00

Started new job le.. so far so gd.. but there's no internet connection on my pc.. only 1 common pc for use of surfing net (when needed) and checking of common email.. basically i'm sort of like doing secretary stuff hee... when i think back all the jobs i've tried b4, all different post and different trade.. not bad la.. at least i've tried all different kinda jobs, and i think this current job shld be ok ba =) hopefully can stay long ba.. i had been changing job ever since i grad leh.. graphic / multimedia can only be my interest, not something i can live with.. i like this, because i do whenever i like, watever i like, no worries, abt rejection and criticism of design not up to standard lol..

met up quite some time ago, when kk's back in SG, for k-lunch =) alot of photos are blurred (cos nv use flash light lol.), those which are big head shot (are self tak pic), better wor.. no blur lol...

met up with ex colleague at vivo last sun for dinner.. took quite alot of photos hee..

this one my favourite one... very romantic photo isn't it? =) but that time they say 3 gals where got romantic.. hmmpf! but the photo looks romantic ma~ the background and the pose we had.. and if u notice, the 3 of us wore the same type of ear ring (co-incidentally), just tat in different size.. and co-incidentally, we had line up according to the size or ear ring and height as well! haha.. no intentionally one hor~

Oh, to add on, went shopping the other time with jy.. aaaahhhh... shopping = waste $$ lol.. can't resist buying because there's a pink dress i saw before CNY, wana buy but then in the end didn't buy.. now they selling at $20 lor! haha.. cheap leh~ GSS might not be really gd, but for certain case (like this one), i must say is a gd bargain lol..

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siAnz Lor...

2007-06-01T14:51:00.000+08:00

ytd public holiday.. today gotta wrk 1 day then can go into the wk ends.. no mood to wrk ah... haha... ytd went warehouse sale with jy.. but was a disappointment.. so we head down to MS for lunch and a lit shopping.. the Great Singapore Sale wasn't fantastic oso.. but i managed to grab some cheap and nice stuff at bugis village on wed hee..

(1 nice denim skirt, not too long and not too short, just right for me, and its quite cheap, $18! hee.. and then a black top with those "mini puffed" sleeve @ $12 - the cloth not really gd, so $12 still alrite lo, not so cheap, i feel that one $5 maybe can get oso haha, but is ah ma selling, so didn't really ask too much discount.. and then another off shoulder pink top @ $10, price still ok, cos the cloth very thin, its more for the design ba.. quite simple and nice, but the sleeve side hor, is my hand becomes fatter then maybe cannot fit in, cos the sleeve size very limited, now i wear is just right, a lit tight only, jy oso like this design alot.. but dun have the color she wan.. . but she manage to get a nice black vest @ $20? (if not wrong) @ the same shop i bought my $12 top with the ah ma.. hee.. oh ya.. i bought one more top!! haha.. a pink spag top where 1 can wear it in 3 ways (halter/spag/cross back) only for $10, haha.. i saw this one online last time.. tempted to buy.. lucky nv buy lol.. cos online more ex (cos this one is under the sales/clear stock item) so i only bought it for $10 lol... *i think i too long nv shop liao, now become like unstoppable hahahaha!!)

other than that i oso bought alot of other stuff on wed, spend $50 @ missha buying mascara, blusher and concealer *heartpain* and then another $20 buying fake eyelashes & glue.. sigh.. wat to do.. ai mei de dai jia... i've been hooked onto fake lashes recently.. haha.. cos it makes the eyes look lifelier and more dolly keke (but sometimes i really rushing out, so mascara will do the job.. cos putting on the lashes need abit the more time lol).. and oso color lens lol.. recently bought a pair of violet monthly contact lens from spectacle hut, quite nice wor, cos got the big eye effect plus color~ *nice nice* sigh... being a female who wants to look pretty, have to have all these sacrifices of spending money on those things to put on my face hahah.. sooo.. no choice... like they always says, in this world, there's not ugly women, only lazy women lol..

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I'm cHanGing joB... again...

2007-05-30T16:19:00.000+08:00

haha... i'll be changing another job in the 2 wks time... yupz i've been complaining abt the pay and the work here.. but now i'll be gng to a place near my home 15-20 mins walk (i know its far, but its near~ i've always wonder y everybody travel so far for a job.. eg. someone live central area coming west side for wrk, then i stay west side go all the way central to wrk.. y can't i get something nearby, there's so many companies nearby..), so yeah... i'll be doing alot of walking (which i'm used to it, last time i always walk to sch oso, and tat was with a heavy bag ok.. haha..), this can keep me slim wor, cos i had been snacking alot recently lol.. my colleagues say i'm getting fatter compare to the time i just join haha~

i'll be doing more of admin stuff, and abit of IT and sort of a personal assisstant to the director.. pay wise is quite ok, and company is not very small.. just hope it'll be a gd one where i can stay long long haha.. i've been job hopping for the past yrs ever since i graduate.. cos i simply can't find something that is gd and can stay long with prospect de wor.. i know i will surely have complains here and there, hee, but hope all r just rantings ~

tmr is PH lor.. *happy* cant wait to off wrk wor.. time time faster faster fly fly fly..

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PosiTiVe ThiNkiNg...

2007-05-23T10:54:00.001+08:00

In life, no matter wat we do, we must have a positive attitude and thinking, in this way then we can really enjoy wat we are doing.. i dunno wat happen, but all my positive thinking had been replaced with negative thinking ever since i came here.. really bad.. i always have that urge to leave immediately.. sigh.. or i'll go into a really depressed mode.. tho i know that my "nitemare" will be over soon.. but still can't help feeling negative.. this is really bad u know.. feeling negative means u wouldn't have any motivation to do anything.. no drive at all.. issit the enviroment that makes me like that or issit my psychological prob..?

anyway life still has to move on, thats y, after ranting here, i'll have to switch back to normal mode.. no negative thinking allowED!!

finally went to k-lunch with jy, kk & tong last sat.. it had been a long time since i step into kbox.. finally i get to sing some latest songs and see latest MVs.. but the food wasn't gd.. taste abit weird to me lol..

then went out for dinner with mom on her bday.. went dian xiao er for their famous herbal duck *yum yum* *drools*.. we went to the outlet at vivo.. the flavour was GOOD, but the meat was abit tough.. i prefer marina sq one.. their meat more tender and nice~~~ i can't help but drool everytime i think of the duck lol..

i was at another outlet ytd cos my colleague was on leave (she went for her graduation hee).. and i ended up cutting name card (yes i know again), for half of the afternoon.. i was super dooper tired aft wrk ytd, super exhausted.. and today i had a back ache *sianz*

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OMG....

2007-05-15T16:24:00.000+08:00

I just recall something i saw last wk.. i was waiting for bus after wrk on fri.. then there's this trans island bus stopped at the bus stop, and i saw these 2 old man alighting. the younger one was already at the bus stop waiting for the older one to walk down the steps (slowly), and suddenly the bus move and the door close, and the old man was still on the step!! at this moment, the younger man uses his hand trying the stop the door from closing (but fail), and i heard woman screaming / shrieking for the bus drive to stop. luckily, *guess the shrieking "awaken" the bus driver, and he stopped and open the door.. and the younger man went to scold the bus driver.. and then i was up on my bus at the back, so i didn't know wat happen next, but luckily no one was hurt lor..

i've also heard stories abt baby prams in the train while mother is still outside and the train door close.. omg.. so scary.. some is a single parent carrying a baby, and then bringing 1 or 2 toddler with them, sometimes i see already i oso feel scared for them leh, is like that expect their child to hold on to them or follow them, but they like busy with their baby, the toddler got follow or wander away maybe they oso dunno, this is esp dangerous when crossing the road can! haha.. i sound like a safety police officer telling ppl what are the things they shld not do when crossing the road lol..

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PhoTos...

2007-05-13T20:14:00.000+08:00

Yupz, as usual.. all my big head shots lol..

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exhausted x 2

2007-05-11T15:12:00.000+08:00

last wk i was playing at speed (-1), this wk i was tired (x2).. ytd was relocated at another outlet.. i spend the whole half day in front of the machine cutting name card -_-" cos got 4 boxes of reprint cards and 12 boxes of order.. morning was busy with customers, then the whole afternoon i was stuck cutting name card.. so by the time i go home, my back was aching and i was super tired.. slept @ ard 11+, and this morning, totally couldn't wake up + hammering head.. exhausted hahah...

when will i get enough rest?

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playing @ -1 speed

2007-05-04T16:25:00.000+08:00

today is FRIDAY... but 1st thing in the morning, i over slept~ couldn't wake up.. super tired.. last nite went for meeting till 10pm, then reach home abt 11pm, eat my "dinner", rest awhile and pop on bed at 12+.. how can i be energetic? you tell me..

super tired until i just use strolling speed to move to wrk today (despite the fact that im late). everything i do becomes -1 speed.. cos normally if i received any emails from customer to amend some files, i will open their file straight and do 1st.. but today.. i slowly do my other things, and slowly open up the file and take my time to finish up the stuffs.. i dun think i've ever had this kinda feeling b4 haha..

but luckily it went off after lunch.. =) food nv fails to make me feel better lol~ i will nv go against food & my stomach in my live haha.. so now.. counting down to off wrk.. (i've been counting down since the moment i reach wrk place haha), and thankfully, i'm off tmr, else will be so sian.. gotta come back for half day~

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FinaLLy.. the LonG awAited PhotOs...

2007-04-28T21:29:00.000+08:00

it had been a long long long time ago since i post my photos on my blog le.. my posts looks so boring without any photos.. haha.. ya as usual, alot are my own zi lian big head shot~ some are my gathering photo a month back, and some are my new hair cut photos.. keke..

me & Kawaii Astro Boy~

gathering at seoul garden hee.. ya i know, i seems to be helping out seoul garden to do advertising~ haha.. no no, i didn't went for any free meals, i PAID for my meal! haha.. its TWENTY over SGDollars k~ haha
jy: this one another vest ib bought the other time~goes well with my black shorts heee..

some hair curling effect on one of my shopping days with jy.. i was like still abit early to meet jy (super rare sign.. cos i always take alot of time to prepare b4 i can get outta house, normally i'll be a little late haha.. ), so i went to heat up the curler and curl part of my hair that are not tied up..
ta-dah.. my new hair cut~ hehe.. as usual, my face look more chubby/round when my fringe is short lol.. my colleague who came back from reservist ask me.. "you fatter le hor" then i say.. "issit? haha.. maybe cos of my new hair style prob" hahahaa!!!

alrite.. tats all for now.. sleepy already.. *yawnz*

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Had mY HaiR CuT FinaLLy...

2007-04-24T14:23:00.000+08:00

my last hair cut was last yr dec lol.. then by right CNY shld get another hair cut, but dun wana spend the money like tat (cutting hair getting more ex cos my hair longer now) - i always go back to my fav salon cos the hair stylist pro leh hee.. im always satisfied with his "work", tho is abit ex, but once awhile go there will find the money worth it rather than getting my hair done ugliy at cheaper salons..

so finally i went to cut my hair, with my fringe short (i gotta cut it short, haha.. my forehead too high already, if i dun trim it short i'll look bald lol..), at times when u see me in side parting (with long fringe, that means it had been some time since i visit the salon already haha..)

i'll upload the photos if i have more time~ haha.. it had been a long time since i post my photos in my blog le, haha.. recently oso didn't really take alot of photos oso hee..

Anyway this morning i was at the bank for company purpose and then when i was abt to leave, this policeman stop me.. and i was like "oh.. did i do something wrong? *heart stop for a sec*" then he point at the counter tat i had left my umbrella there haha (cos it was raining early in the morning), i always left my things at the bank one.. tat time there's this letter i needa post i oso left it there, then gotta run back and take when i was on my way to the post office and realise i dun have the letter with me haha! *blur*

-yun-

JusT wHen I Was tHinkinG...

2007-04-19T16:36:00.000+08:00

that there dun seems to be a job that i like / feels comfortable in.. feeling lost abt wat job shld i wrk or venture into.. my customer told me that "you wouldn't be able to find a job u like, u just have to LEARN how to like your job" very true rite? hee.. he did told me to like wat im doing, then i will be happier oso.. he says my job's actually quite gd, because other than doing designing, i touched on sales and marketing as well.. and all other stuffs i do it independently here, without any supervision (only everyday boss will call and ask got sales anot? which is very sian if i dun have sales for the day.. he listen already oso sian, i saying oso sian..)

i was just thinking shld i further studies on marketing or not.. cos designing im lousy.. programming i cannot make it.. animation and video line is very limited in sg (plus i think this kinda job is those work like mad kind lol) basically multimedia field if im gng to continue this line, i think its hard for me to earn high pay given my ability lol... as for marketing, i've got a lit bit of experience on that, and i've got customer service exp as well, admin stuffs like sending out quotation i oso done b4, QA job oso done b4 haha! my exp so rojak lol.. shld be time to concentrate on 1 field and earn big big haha!

but hor.. think abt it.. marketing, altho i've a lit exp of it.. but the whole picture i've not really figured out.. i'm just a lit worried tat it might not be wat i wan oso.. and that i might not be able to handle (cos i had really bad eng language) - marketing needs powerful in eng then can.. (oh, i think tats one of the smallest reason i left my prev jobs, my eng sux la, everytime had a hard time thinking abt nice and attracting phrases etc).. so if im taking marketing course, i will have to take up another course to brush up my eng skills~ ohhh... $$$$...

CerTain CusTomeRs...

2007-04-17T14:01:00.000+08:00

really like to push their luck.. i've got this call from a customer ytd saying he wan to collect he's name card. I told him we need 7 wrking days to be ready, but he insisted that i said he can collect ytd.. so i said that i told him and all of my customer that name card printing needs 7 working days firmly.. and he was like not happy etc.. i my heart i was thinking, lucky i told all my customer the same thing and i didn't promise any of them any deadlines, cos is like the feeling he gif me is that he's trying to make me confuse that i promised that to him and he's very disappointed abt our service. (no use, cos i know fully wat i've said b4.. hee.. lucky i said the same thing all the way, else i'll have to clean up that shit - imagine if i can't remb if i said that to him, and he insisted tat i said (which maybe i didn't).

anyway y right 7 wrking days will be ard this thurs, but today i got a call that the name card is ready, and i called him up and said the factory side manage to gif it to us b4 7 working days and he can go collect it already. he was like super thankful and abit guilty abt his call ytd.. he said sry cos he was abit disappointed that he can't collect his card and ppl are asking for his name card.

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RaiNie & TaiPei~

2007-04-14T12:30:00.000+08:00

my bro just came back from his taipei holiday trip on thurs~ and he bought me rainie's 2nd album (qing gong ban - the one with the vcd one).. hee.. really nice.. can't find in sg.. plus they gave a free mousepad somemore =)

but best of all! is he saw RAiNIE in taipei!!! cool leh! cos he was gng to this bookshop with his friend and they heard someone saying CHENG LING! and they rushed over to this shopping mall where she was there to represent as their shopping mall doll. my bro said he took photos of her.. so gotta wait till i get from him then can upload and share ya~

so excited.. hee. tho i actually saw rainie in her autograph session for her 1st album in sg hee..

anyway like i was saying my mom likes Da S... so i was telling my bro, if he saw da S instead, i guess my mom would consider gng taipei instead of korea in future lol.. my mom had always wanted to go korea (aft watching tonnes of korea drama), but she always say wait till she win lottery then all of us go haha! cos she feel using the savings go oversea like not really a gd idea lol.. so, when i will be earning more money in future, more savings le then i will treat her to korea =) but she scared of taking the airplane.. cos last time there's this fortune teller told her, she is not fated to take airplane, if she take, surely something bad will happen de.. (eg. plane crash, plane suddenly drop down due to unforseen circumstances).. well she oso knows that this kinda things cannot really trust.. but she is tat kinda ppl who willl rather believe than be sorry.. hee.. ya.. just like wat u r thinking now.. she hadn't taken any airplane all her life (tats y i must faster save mmore $$ let her go overseas, at least once ba ya~ will psycho her to go despite the fortune teller fact, plus its a free ticket.. so y not? hee), her furthest is m'sia by car =)

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MoM & YouTube~

2007-04-13T15:22:00.000+08:00

i think i mention b4 that my mom loves Da S in my blog rite? hee.. once a while she will log on to the net and see Da S's latest news, and recently, i've introduce her to youtube where she can watch lotsa Da s variety shows that are not shown in sg TV =) and she's hooked hehe.. well u guys might be wondering "wow.. ur mom knows how to surf the net" given the fact that my mom is a IT idiot and she didn't study eng when she was younger. but simple eng she still can understand, just that she dun really know how to speak eng hee.. as for surfing the net, well, we always save the website the search fields under favourites, so she just have to click on the link and *boom* news will be out, she dun even have to type anything, just some clicks on the mouse hee... so basically she only need to learn to start up and shut down the com, open the internet explorer and also close it (which is very simple)

my dad's the same case as my mom, but my dad normally only use the com to play games (those solitairs hee..)

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SomeThing I reALise..

2007-04-12T19:56:00.000+08:00

some updates.. my logo design PASSED!! hee.. the 1st round of design was not really wat my client wanted (cos he didn't really specify wat exactly he looking for and my design too feminine already, he wanted something that looks stronger), so the 2nd round i tried to come up with something close to his description, and YES~ finally passed hee.. *sense of relieve and achievement* so follow on i did the business card design which is not bad cos 1st round pass already hee~ i was lucky my client is not so picky ba, or shld i say, my design suits just wat he wanted hee..

anyway recently i had been feeling really down due to wrk.. but today i suddenly realise something.. for the past few wks, i had been feeling really bad cos i always think abt how bad it is wrking there, how unhappy i m, how much i wished to leave that place badly.. but today i sort of like realise tat since im already in this situation, i shld just be happy wrking here and then time will pass faster (rather than everyday passing like year..).. i must always think that i'll be wrking there for a long time, and then happy abt my wrk.. but one thing that will always be there is the stressed at wrk.. even tho sometimes the wrk can be done on time, but i always wry and wry that cannot finish la, delay la, make mistakes la etc etc~ its really a tedious exercise for my brain... *im worried lotsa white hair wil be popping out of my head soon* hehe..

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BuSsy BusY wEek...

2007-04-07T12:48:00.000+08:00

yups, i had been really busy at wrk this wk.. finally there's some designing wrk to do.. other than helping client with their logo / folder / business card design, i still have to come up with a brochure design for our company.. well, as usual my designing still sux.. submitted 2 designs but all rejected cos boss says can't match his cover page lol..anyway i think he will work on it himself lol.. so now i gotta concentrate on my logo design, this guy wants me to to design logo for 2 company.. and the package he took, i gotta create 6 symbol samples + 12 alphabet design for 1 company.. so finally i have to create 12 symbol + 24 alphabet design! super xiong lor.. now i'm not even half way.. mon gotta gif him the samples already.. at wrk oso can't really concentrate on designing cos keep having other things to settle like answering phone calls, customer service etc.. this is wat jy oso dun like ba~ she wana get a job which only focus on designing.. dun have to touch on other things.. but currently in sg, most jobs u will have to multi-task because company wana cut cost,unless its a big company where there's diff department to work on diff things and designer just have to do their designing hee~

but for my case abit different lor.. cos my designing quite lousy.. so sometimes i will feel that this is not the line i can survive haha~ im more of a handicraft person ba.. not creative, but a hands-on person hee..

Finally.. some nice warming photos to share with u.. hee.. little birdie is out! hee.. this one the birdie already quite big le, the feather oso quite dry already.. hee.. pardon the darkness of the photo cos i dun have the software at home to adjust the brightness =) the pic actually consist of 3 birds, one is the biggest one (the mother), then u see another small head on the left side.. just beside the head u see a tail of another birdie back facing me.. super cute aren't they? at night, you wouldn't get to see the little ones, but u will see a super fat mother bird, cos the little ones hide under the mother's feather until it looks FLUFFY~ hee.. last few times they didn't manage to have their eggs hatch cos of some stupid kids (trying to catch the bird) and the washing corridor guy scared the birds away..

alrite! back to work~ taa~

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EveryDay~

2007-03-29T13:22:00.000+08:00

at wrk.. i will pass by this florist.. everyday they will have a few - small 1stalk bundle with a little bear/soft toy.. and everyday i walk pass i will look at them for a few secs.. today, a tot actually went thru my mind while walking pass the shop.. its like, those flowers r really pretty with all the packaging etc.. everyday i see very nice and fresh flowers placed on the shelves.. but i f i buy the flowers back.. they will only dry up or wither in a few days time.. a waste hor.. so i'm consider lucky to be able to see fresh beautiful flowers everyday FOC~ haha! flowers are always so beautiful in color and shape.. but a waste that they die easily.. very fragile life.. i would wan my life to bloom beautifully like a flower =) but when im old, i'll become just like the withered flower, dry and crumple hur hur hur~

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Fisherman Kian..

2007-03-26T14:32:00.000+08:00

it had been some time since kk left for maldives, i guess many of u must b wondering what he had been doing there~ so RainDrop's Secret Agent actually took a trip down to maldives and saw......:

yupz, kian had been busying catching fish for a living there.. as u can see from the picture above, he had become a really gd fisherman after staying for barely 2 mths there.. and had been enjoying life there under the blue blue sky

haha.. kidding la.. he went fishing once and they caught alot of big fishes, took some to the cafe for them to cook (but according to him, cooking was really bad, but cos the fish is fresh so it taste GD), and the rest of the fishes, they simply gave them away FOC..

as per the interview with him earlier on, he had been eating chicken fried rice everytime until he is getting sick of it.. and he misses pork alot.. so u guys know where to meet him for dinner when he's back in sg hor~ well u dun really have to miss him too much.. cos he will be back next mth end =)

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I waS pRaised...

2007-03-24T01:44:00.000+08:00

despite the fact that im trying hard to stay in this company, there are still gd things that made my "sian" day at work.. which is being praised by my customer =) not one, but 2. some other customer didn't really say but i can see that they like my service.. they like my working attitude and one even say if their company wana hire ppl he will recommend me to join them haha~ cool rite? lol.. i dun mind gng over it its giving me gd pay lol.. frankly speaking im really under paid here.. super under paid.. which is y until now i still angry and regretted abt taking this job offer (im really mental block to have accept it..), but wat to do.. gotta make the best out of it and gain experience lor.. haha.. and oso the contacts that i will have.. will get to knw alot more ppl out there - and at the same time learn more new things hee.. compare to at the club,

so basically other than the super low pay, and the long&crazy wrking hours (sometimes), this line is still not too bad.. but frankly speaking, my title is graphic designer here, but sofar i haven done any real designing yet.. (sometimes i wonder, next time ppl ask me abt my job, then if they wana see artwork, i think i will have only a few, or worse, no artwork to show haha..), most of the time im doing other things like customer service, doing rubber stamp artwork, duplicating customer's name card into soft copy and simple name card design(which is mainly typing in of information, changing the colors, arrangment.. etc, simple things like tat), admin stuff, sales and marketing etc. im quite worried actually, frankly speaking my designing really cannot make it.. i know myself.. im worried my design all cannot make it.. customer dun wan.. reject and cannot get wat they wan then how.. sigh.. but now worry oso no use.. like the chinese saying,the bridge will straighten when the boat reach the bridge head..

LiTtLe RaiN DroP

Toilet Signs..

2007-03-22T13:17:00.000+08:00

there are times where ppl accidentally walked into the opposite sex toilet and quickly rush out when thye see the wrong sex inside the toilet.

but certain ppl didn't get to know they went to the wrong toilet until they heard the wrong voice entering the toilet while they were in the midst of their business.

the worse scenario is u have to force urself to enter the opposite sex toilet due to some unforseen circumstances. i have some examples to show.. is this person i know (i would like to emphasis that person is not ME lar..), she was in the state of "big business reaching the doorstep", and this cleaner lady wanted to clean her toilet.. so this lady plead the aunty to let her use cos she very urgent already, but the stupid aunty die die dun let her use leh.. so this poor lady got only the male toilet left.. under the very emergency situation, she rushed into the toilet (making sure there's nobody inside first), and finish her business.. so bad of the cleaner aunty rite? next time let her shit in her own pants then ORBI ah..

well my scenario was abit different.. i remb in my prev company.. i went to the LADIES, in the middle, i heard men's voices and the next moment urinating sound.. and worse of all, when i came out from my cubicle, they were in their business with the the cubicle door open... -_-" so i just went out quietly.. this happen quite a few times, i was wondering if its the sign prob or the people's prob.. some cacn even say "how come this toilet no urinal one huh" - wa liao eh, can use brain to think anot (go out and check the sign again la), where got male toilet no urinal bowl one but instead of checking again, they just do their business there.. sigh.. but most of them realise they went to the wrong toilet, cos got female go in and see them and tell them they in a ladies hee.. so funny rite some ppl..

LiTtLe RaiN DrOp

BirDies HatChing SeAson~

2007-03-20T13:08:00.000+08:00

u know.. it had been some time.. they come once every few mths and this cycle had been gng on for a yr or 2, i've seen their eggs, and i've seen the little birdies that were just hatched out from the eggs =)

(but i've not witness the birdies coming out from their egg.. only seen them when they already outta their shells, and i've not witness any egg laying session, cos everytime i realise they were there, they already started hatching hee)

these 2 lovey birds (one fat - which i assume is female one, one skinny - which i assume is the male one) , had build a nest near a plant ard my house (please do not let ppl know where i live, i dun wan anything to happen to the poor birdies) every now and then, they will come by and lay a few eggs in the nest, and then during the nite time the fat bird will sit on the egg until morning comes, they change shift, the skinny one will take over.. yup, everyday without fail until the little birdies are hatched out, then they will continue to be in their nest with their children below them, until their feathers are dry up. u know, those little birdies are so cute cos their feather r still quite short, then at a certain pt of time when its dried up, all the feather actually stands up.. keke..

sometimes, during the hatching period, some ppl who passed by or watever will go ka jiao the bird one.. so bad.. make the bird fly away, then sometimes the egg will not be properly hatched lo (become spoil egg). i just wana share this sweet little thing which we dun really see every day.. but i dun wish for any disturbance or spoiler to obstruct the nature cycle.

i wonder where those little ones go... sometimes i even ask my mom "scaly the 2 birds is their children, become big big then come back hatch and continue the cycle" haha.. but dun think so la.. cos everytime is the fat and skinny one keke... shld be the same bird.. was wondering, scaly they actually have a bigger home elsewhere, so everytime they will come here and hatch egg, then bring the kids back haha.. a big family of birdies.. *think too much* *smacks head* haha..

LiTtLe RaiN DroP

I'm A PriNCess... not..

2007-03-19T10:29:00.000+08:00

recently my cough had been getting better.. thanks to all the antibiotics and coughing syrup and most impt of all the pearl powder my mom bought for me.. the pearl powder was SO EX i tot i'm eating gold.. costing $10 for 1/2 to 1 teaspoon (note is teaspoon.. very small.. very little).. mom says the pearl normally is taken by princess or rich family.. hee.. so indirectly im a princess lo.. cos my body is too weak already.. gotta take the "Power Pearl"..

last time i had always tot i would wan to be a princess, and be loved by my charming prince.. princess r always dote by everyone and protect by her knight.. every gal dreams to be a princess.. so i dun wana be a princess anymore.. tats too common.. i wana be an angel/fairy =) and i wana be an angel with wings (princess cannot have wings.. she will become alien if she have one) and fairy can make dreams come true, angel will be liked by everyone because angel can nv be a bad one.. (princess on the other hand will have bad one hor..).

yupz.. another of my day dreaming session.. no choice la.. today monday bluez ma.. haha.. (*feels like wacking my head and ask me to wake up my idea rite lol*)..

LitTLe RaiN DroP

SomE ThiNGs That I miSsed Out..

2007-03-16T13:36:00.000+08:00

Did i mention before that my ex colleague (Arena Country Club), they actually made a powerpoint slide as a token of "Sovenir" for me on the last day? hee.. they were so sweet.. make me so touched. the slide have a standard piglet background throughout (they know i love piglet.) and then there were photos taken during our birthday celebration in office (normally we just have a cake cutting session), photos of us dining at the cafe etc with our attachment gals, photos on the activitiies that we've organised, and lastly the most touching part is there's a slide for every of my colleague to leave a message for me (with their pic on the background. its really more precious than buying something for me.. hee.. sometimes i think i'm quite fortunate.. always have a grp of gd colleagues (tho these grp i'm only close to one of them - whom actually made that ppt for me.., compare to my prev prev company whom had become closed friends with them even after i quit - they also made my 21st birthday a very memorable one~)

u know, its not easy to find really true colleagues nowadays.. one of my ex ex colleague changed job le.. but her colleagues very bad.. sort of treat her like transparent one lor.. dun even bother abt her.. so poor thing rite.. imagine wrking in a place that nobody acknowledge u.. imagine how long can u tahan? or some ppl r even worse, they r so gd to u in the front, but back stab u until u dun even know abt it..

recently had started to watch zhuan jiao yu dao ai starred by Da S (barbie xu) and xiao zhu (luo zhi xiang), currenly just finished 2nd episode.. but already loved it lots! hee.. i think its a nice drama (its from an illustration bk just like that xiang zuo zhou xiang you zhou tat kind).. inside the show Da S act as a rich man's daughter, so she always dressed up very beautifully, her white and smooth skin makes her look like a princess (which is wat they call her sometimes in the show oso), xiao zhu oso quite charming with his natural looking hair (lesser styling) - my mom says he looks more handsome in the drama than in his variety show keke... anyway to let u guys know, my mom is a BIG FAN of Da S~ haha.. she LOVED Da S lor (says she is very very pretty with very gd complexion) - i even bought that mei rong da wang book wrote by Da S for my mom tat time hee.... any movie or drama got Da S she sure will go buy and watch one lo (other than the zhan shen starred by zai zai and Da S, cos that one i borrowed from JY hee..), JY, this show confirm alot better than that Zhan Shen lor! we watch finish i lend u k =) but so far i only got 1 DVD (my bro buy one), inside the DVD only got 5 episode.. hahah! but my mom will go get the full set lor.. gotta see when ba.. hee.. its nice lar~ and its funny oso.. hee.. inside the songs oso nice =)

LitTLe RaiN DroP

LiviNg is a MaTter Of ChoicE.. unLess..

2007-03-13T13:31:00.000+08:00

recently i had been eating lunch alone (due to the fact that i'm post to this branch, only got 1 staff, that is me lor) hee.. last time i hate eating alone, i'll rather packed and eat at home or in office.. but now i had gotten used to eating alone.. sometimes i would even purposely go to market for my favourite ba chor mee alone =) eating alone is not really a bad thing after all, cos it also allows me to be alone and have my own thoughts (running all over)..

today i was eating fast food, sitted at their "bar" area (u know those kind where they had a table and chair around a round pillar), i see the ppl sitting around me, they were also dining alone.. somehow i had this kinda thought.. "everyone is living on their own, nobody needs to rely on others to live on. eg: some ppl will say, "without you, i can't live" - this is something that they choose, they choose not the live because the other person is dead. but they r still alive and living even if the person die, because they dun rely on the dead person's heart and brain to live on"

maybe for those who need to rely on ppl to feed them, they can't work and earn money themselves, then maybe they will really die if the ppl supporting them died..

in life, we make alot of decisions.. consciously or sub-consciously. little little things we do everyday we r making decisions.. lets take a simple example of gng toilet.. u feels that u need to go toilet, but its ur decision whether u want to go immediately or u wan to go later, or u wan to choose a specific location to go toilet (i know this is a lame example.. but.. its true rite? haha!)

LitTLe RaiN DroP

GathEring anD sHopPing

2007-03-12T14:32:00.001+08:00

despite the fact that im not feeling very well (having serious cough and minor throat infection, already spend $45+$35 on seeing doc le!.. but now waiting for it to recover lor.. i requested for anti biotics.. no choice.. if wana let my body recover itself, i duno i hav to eat soup meals for how many days wor) i went for seoul garden gathering with edno ppl.. gathering was gd.. we gossip and bitch alot.. (most of the time i'm the one talking... heee.. *as usual?*)

went for shopping with jy, she wana get some coats/jackets.. but i ended with - a pair of shoes, a small handbag and a top.. total damage is $51 hee.... cos i saved alot on the shoes only bought at $12.90.. got discount ma.. then jy only manage to get a shorts at cheap price too $17 @ bugis cos normally a pair of shorts at far east range between $25-$35..

the stupid med doc gave me.. say wouldn't cause drowsiness, but hor, from the way i eat the med, confirm got lor.. make me can't really concentrate.. but its not as drowy as the cough mixture for the nite, that one super strong, eat already 10mins later u will feel very giddy then concuss until next morning.. but i guess its subjective to who took the med ba.. some ppl might not have the drowsy feeling..

LiTtLe RaiN DroP

ConClusiOn - Tai Tai is d Best!

2007-03-09T15:20:00.000+08:00

after working for a few yrs after graduating.. there dun seems to be a wrk place that is perfect.. (yes i know nothing is perfect in this world, and nothing is fair in this world).. its either the boss sux, the management sux, colleague sux, work load sux, pay sux... there can't seems to have an equal proportion of the things i listed in a company.. sigh.. so i've come up to a conclusion that being a tai tai will be the best job ever! haha.. you can say that i'm wrong, but i dun care, cos i've not been a tai tai yet, so i oso dunno if i'm rite anot..

so the best will be, marrying a rich guy u loved and loved u so much, having very nice mother, father and siblings in-laws.. everyone dotes u.. gives u plenty of money and freedom, and all u needa do is to take care of ur hubby, gif him some children, take care of them and then when free attend some part time course to past time, open a small business of ur own (dun have to wrk like mad urself to start up the business).

the things stated above are plainly imagination.. i dun think it exist.. probably yes.. but small number.. cos i'm sure there wil be some hiccups inside de.. like ur husband got mistress la, ur mother in law hates u la (thinking all u after is their money la), etc etc..

my life is all abt day-dreaming.. hahah!! i know one thing for sure is, money doesn't comes easy lor (except becoming a tai tai).. like my boss.. he started this business with $2000!! (i'm really amazed!) and now he have 4 outlets, 5th one coming up.. but... look at all these things doesn't come easy for him.. when he just started this business, he slept only approx 3hrs a day.. last time dun even have cutting machines like we have now.. imagine how he do out all the namecards and flyers.. using those chic-kerdy chopper/cutter ALONE.. running a business is not easy as ABC, u have to wrk more than ur staff.. after we go home and rest, he still have to continue planning and thinking abt how he gng run his things, lots and lots of thinking.. and sometimes he even have to help his workers do the things they cant finish.

LitTLe RaiN DrOP

My New Job...

2007-03-08T13:38:00.000+08:00

had started wrk since last thur.. and had been doing OT till tue (except sun.. yes, i went back to wrk a whole day on sat), mon and tue was the worst cos i reached home only ard 11+ 12+ at night.. it had been very tough (plus i still quite sick, from sore throat and coughing, now m feeling better le.. seen the doc, but med not working.. so mom make some pear drink for my cough..) tho its only a few days of wrk.. but i seem to have worked here for ages.. wrking OT had been a nightmare for me until i so scared of working OT.. wrk until wana cry leh.. hee.. but luckily i was arranged to go another outlet to take over the "sales" there, so mainly i will be dealing will be getting ppl to print from us lor.. here more relax and hopefully i dun have to go back OT tonite! hee..

i was telling myself, if the OT thing continues for the next 3 mths, i dun think i can take it lor.. its mentally and physically torture (to me la.. cos maybe to other ppl still ok).. but no matter wat, i still have to wait till my probation finish then i can quit (bo bian la.. sign contract with agency le wor, gotta pay money if quit leh 80% of my salary FYI)..

sometimes life's just not proportional one lor.. last time i'm complaining wrking at my previous company very sian, nothing much to do.. now hor, becomes like TOO MUCH things to do leh, very suffocating.. maybe cos of the new outlet ba.. *i hope so* sigh.. i dunno wat i can do leh.. there dun seems to be a job suitable for me de leh.. *ponders*

LiTtLe RaIN DrOP

PhoTos...

2007-02-27T15:53:00.000+08:00

yupz... faster post my photos up b4 i get so busy with my new wrk i feel lazy to even post them up (cos by the time oso like too outdated already haa..)..

remb i said that we had this couple's nite thingy.. was very successful, and all the effort and time we put in are all worth it lor.. so we had a mini celebration posing stupid things to keep as memory after i leave the company =)

see the decor.. pretty rite? hee.. at nite is very romantic cos the lights are dimmed and the curved lightings will light up de.. with the dangling hearts and balloons.. we spend so much time on the hearts leh! but aft all its worth it la.. haha.. now im eligible for events company post le wahaha!

chinese new yr gathering with gamblings here and there.. ck was so lucky he got 3 card's "7", and he got paid 7times he's bid.. cool rite! hee.. and jy and my 1st black jack of the day was oso the same round that ck took his triple 7, so jy and me took a photo together hee =)

sec sch gathering was cool too.. cos we get to see those long time no see sch mates and teachers.. catch up and laugh out loud..

LitTLe RaiN droP

HapPy ChiNEse NeW Yr!

2007-02-23T12:00:00.000+08:00

realised i've always been a little late in these kinda greetings.. haha.. this yr cny didn't had alot of ang baos.. but still had a gd time gathering with my aunties and cousins.. we played the all time favourite fruit calling game (we had been playing this game since we were very young hee..) and this yr, the more fun thing abt it is my mom and aunties even join in our game! haha.. it was so funny.. we played alot of rounds changing different names.. everyone was screaming, shouting and laughing loudly hee.. mom they all always scold us when we played the game, cos very noisy.. now they know y we always so noisy already haha.. well gd things always come to an end, so b4 i knew it, i had spend 3days 2nite there in a flash and new yr holiday is over just like tat.

once back, sec gathering is next.. house visiting and gambling is the usual tradition.. this is the only time of the yr we gamble a little.. eat and eat.. drink and drink haha..

LittLe RaiN DroP

HapPy ChinEse PiG Yr~

2007-02-16T18:17:00.000+08:00

iTs gonna be a brand new chinese yr again.. but my friend's dad couldn't make it to spend this yr with the family.. he past away suddenly on his way to work ytd morning... (without any hospitalisation nor sufferings) and today is his bday... this tot is simply unbearable... i can't imagine any of my family members leaving me, but i have to accept the fact that they have to go one day.. and it was so heart pain to see ur friend typing a happy bday msg wanting to send to a person who had gone to heaven.. but i'm sure no matter where he went, he will know and feel it de.. stay strong "laoma".. jy, i know wat u r thinking now.. don't think too much ya~ *hugz*

Ok, some happy times to share.. i'll post up the rest when i got time~ taahh..

my sec sch teacher Mrs Ong and Me~

LitTLe RaiN DroP

BuSy nOt LazY..

2007-02-12T10:48:00.000+08:00

well.. u might be thinking i had been lazy to update my blog eh.. nah~ i had been wanting to update it.. but had been really busy cos there's lotsa work for me to clear off before i leave my job.. and there's event gng on last week over at the club.. and we as the organiser had to do lotsa thing like the preparation (which includes buying stuffs needed for the event, decoration).. we spend lotsa time doing the decor (having back aches all over and getting really tired), but after all its worth all the effort, the decor looks great i must say hehe.. and the event so kick off without any cock ups =) its really something memorable for me in this company (since i'm leaving already).

went for sec sch gathering, our teachers were there too.. it had been a long time since we all catch up... lotsa good memories to talk abt.. esp how siao onz we are during our sec 2 class, everything we also wana participate and win haha.. good class spirit and i guess most impt of all is we have a gd teacher who knows how to motivate the class ba~ she had been very proud of us, we had been very proud of ourselves too heehe.. we had been the naughtiest class who had given our teachers lotsa problems.. we played hard and study hard too.. and most of us managed to get into the class we want to go (also with the help of our teacher, she keep telling us we have to score well, so that she can help us fight for the class that we want to be in). and i also remb the days we always went to the art room to help out with the stage decor, backdrop etc.. always have paints all over our uniforms..

everyone had grown up.. grown big.. compare to the tiny weeny lit ones we were last time.. some had slim downed, but all of us looked better now (knowing how to dress up etc) instead of the toot toot look we had last time..

photos when i had the time ba~ there're lotsa photos to be posted.. hee..

LitTLe RaiN DroP

hEbe

2007-02-01T16:58:00.000+08:00

yupz, my fav among the 3 s.h.e members. this photo was send from a friend who went to their concert last sat.. they each have a solo performance, ella playing the piano, selina dancing and hebe doing the drum performance. well i guess selina's performance got the fans all wild cos her dance skirt drop off while dancing and she was left with a mini shorts inside keke.. tho i didn't went to watch, but i'm sure they did a really gd job cos my bro say he's $150 ticket was really worth the money. i'm looking forward to watching their HK concert dvd hee..

LiTtLe RaiN DroP

New Job...

2007-01-29T17:23:00.000+08:00

i had been ranting abt changing jobs..... for quite some time.... started searching for jobs, its not easy, and can be quite demoralising at times.. said to be luckily, i manage to get a job... it wasn't easy, and i wasn't up to standard (below standard somemore!) and i felt that they are left with not much choices thats y choose me haha! (cos they believe they can train me up.. haha) for this, i will have to buck up and start doing "homework" b4 i start working there.. life isn't gng to be as slack as here, and its not gng to be as easy job as here, but career prospect confirm will be better than staying here.. (basically i feel, no matter where i go, confirm will be better than here one! haha..)

well.. for now.. just have to cross my fingers, and pray i survive the 3mth probation (performing up to standard) and get a pay raise (my probation pay very little leh.. sobz), and then staying and growing with the company, leading a peaceful life =) *my little wish*

ya! just like this little girl.. sitting on the grass listening to music, and enjoying the breeze.. when i first saw this pic (in a forum, someone use it as their avatar) i love it lots! hehe.. wana be just like her.. sometimes life really sux to the core~ (tho mom keep saying we shld be 知足 cos we r really living a gd life in sg, away from disaster, and this generation of us so gd life until we get all the freedom we have) but sometimes its not that i not contented, but i just feel upset, so upset that i can start crying out of a sudden out of the blue.. dun ask me y, because u wouldn't understand y.. everyone has their own way and own kind of thinking.. even for 2 person who think alike all the time doesn't mean that they will think the same all the time (毕竟他们还是两个individual soul).. and even if they think alike, so wat? sometimes the way they think and the things they do are just totally opposite, wat does this means? it doesn't justify rite? well these r just my thoughts, im not targetting at anyone, so if u find wat i say similar or wat.. is plainly coincidence..

LitTLe RaiN DroP

SomE ReCent grAbs...

2007-01-25T12:07:00.000+08:00

yup.. i know this photo looks familiar.. doesn't look recent.. hee.. pai seh.. cos some photos in my cam, some in my phone, some in my house com.. so i actually post abit here abit there.. haha.. i really very 自恋 always self-take photos and put in my blog haha.. whole blog full of my personal SELF TAKE photos! keke...
yeah.. if u've read my previous post.. i did mention abt the white denim skirt and the blue&white stripe tube top =)
lastly... this is my belated xmas present from tong *lovely present*.. THANKS KOR~ btw.. wei~ when then u free? dun blame me if i not free when u finally free leh.. *warning* also make sure ur house ready for visiting during CNY leh~

LiTtLe RaIn DroP

UpdateS...

2007-01-22T13:57:00.000+08:00

compare to last time, i had been getting lazier in updating my blog.. always wait for very long then post up something that happen quite some time ago.. haha.. anyway, recent happenings would be gng shopping with JY last sat.. far east was packed with alot of ppl when we reached there in the afternoon *we hate crowded shopping malls* anyway we were grumbling abt nothing that interest us.. cos everything we see and try doesn't seems to have that kinda *i love it lots!* feeling, doesn't have tat kinda *i wana buy! must buy!* feeling.. all like very sian like tat.. nothing that can attract me alot.. other than this particular shorts at blossom with satin/silk design pocket which i think was cute~ but the price was a little high for that piece of shorts i feel. so i left far east empty handed *didn't pin high hopes on getting anything bk tat day*.. haha.. and Jy manage to grab a cute flowery spag top (just b4 we leave FEP) and a necklace..

so we walked to taka zara where Jy bought a jeans at a really low price.. which i think was a gd bargain, given the cut and color and brand.. then had our dinner and walked to heeren where i manage to get a white denim mini skirt =) had been looking for it since last yr, the design is always either too long or too short or cutting looks weird.. and the best thing abt this denim skirt is its pink color thread lining! *pretty* haha.. then we went cine, and i bought a tube top at blossom (ya, the same shop i wanted that shorts, but earlier on at FEP the shop was too crowded, so no mood to see clothes oso).. wanted to get the pink&white stripe one, but remb tat time i bought the top? is oso pink&white stripe exactly the same type and color cloth just different design only.. so i settle for the baby blue&white stripe de lor~

so conclusion is we both r the happy girls for the day =) shopping had always been our fav past time, always make us a happy girl at the end of the day heehee..

some photos taken wif my ex colleague gathering~ a really nice bunch of friends and colleagues, certain type of ppl, u can only be friends but not colleague, certain type is can be colleague only but not friends.. but this grp.. they r the type where u can be very close friends, but work well together oso.. we work and play like a family last time.. *thinks abt all the gd old memories*

tadah~! my new tigam collection!! kawaii isn't it? reminds me of polly pocket we play during our pri sch days haha.. ya.. i know to most ppl, playing tigam is a waste of money *paying a few bucks for an egg which i can't even eat* but this little tiny artificial egg always brightens up my day with the surprises inside =)

See... my box of tigam collection.. hehe.. normally all these tigam is selective one.. i dun anyhow throw my coins one.. have to see that its special and nice and reasonable price then i will play de..

LitTLe RaiN DroP

OutDateD & New UpdatEs..

2007-01-15T17:01:00.000+08:00

went shopping with jy quite some time ago to my long-time-no-visit bugis village. bought a skirt and a "burberry" look-a-like pattern top, tot it looked cute (in some kinda way) hur hur.. didn't wanted to get any ear rings (cos i had ALOT of ear rings at home that i seldom wear).. but i ended up with 3 pairs for $5 home haha..

We went to the cafe on 2nd level of bugis village, their food price was quite reasonable, price range ard those of fast food wor heee.. has got great view oso =) *provided u manage to get a seat at the glass panel*
Attend friend's wedding at church.. *my first time into a church and my first time attending church wedding* hee..

PIGLET's tissue box!! in mini size! haha.. kawaii neh? its in celebration of CNY then have one.. cos next yr is yr of pig ma.. so they put piglet as the Main Character (finally.. cos normally product with other pooh members, piglet always occupy a small space inside de, due to its size prob..) i hope in the new yr to come, there will be lotsa piglet stuffs for me to collect! *happy*

went shopping with mom ytd.. manage to grab a top for $4.90~ hoho.. and then another purple long sleeve top at $20, the person quote my mom $28 then say can gif us discount @ $22, then my mom (who is really gd at bargaining, i really 甘拜下风）ask her "$18 can anot?" haha.. i guess at this point of time most of u will go find some place to hide if u r with my mom (but to me, i feel she bargain because she wana save money for the family lo, we dun earn much, every $$ counts lo.. m i rite? heee..) well in the end the person gave her a price of $20! haha.. which i think is a really gd buy cos its long sleeve wor.. and i bet retail price is really ard $28 (from the past experience of shopping haha...)

at nite i bring my parents down to marina square 店小二 for their famous 药材烤鸭, i tried once b4, so brought them down and try oso nor. its REALLY REALLY very nicE!! 10 thumbs up (if i have 10 hands) haha.. the skin very crispy, the meat very tender, the taste is delicious. even my parents and their friends say its nice =) then we walked ard and i manage to grab a pink tube and purple (purple again.. haha) spag at ebase.. the spag top is on offer @ $10 nia~ hoho.. anyway.. just to highlight a little, the clothes are paid by my mom *smile widely* THANKS MOM! MUACKS! this is the advantage of gng shopping with mom hur hur hur.. so now i can save abit on my side cos i guess i only need find one more bottom and maybe shoes ba.. unless i sees a really irresistable top that i will regret not buying.. haha.. till then~ looking forward for another round of shopping.

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Belated Post~

2007-01-11T18:18:00.000+08:00

Happy Belated New Year! I know i'm not abit slow... but very very slow on that...

*looks at my calendar*

yup, i know its the 2nd week of Jan already~ heehee... anyway every yr ppl have resolutions, but for me, i dun usually go think abt my new yr resolutions, same goes for this yr... i just do watever thing i wan to do, be happy and pray for everything to go smoothly for me... well, things are not smooth for me in 2006... start of 2007 just as i tot i prayed and hoped this yr will be a better yr for me, things start to go bumpy on my road path, lotsa things which i hate ard me.. liers, backstabbers etc etc.. i just wan to live a peaceful and smooth life, m i asking for too much? i dun ask for alot of $$ or luxury, i dun take things for granted, i always think for other ppl, i dun shout back to my parents, i respect my elders and i dun steal/take drugs/do anything illegal, wat did i do to deserve this kinda life? Well, im quite contented with wat i have right now.. maybe just abit of hipcups tats all.. i know i'm alot better compare to other ppl in the world, at least i still have a rooftop and my family and friends.

*back date - went for haircut early Dec and took some photos hee.. hair looks gd when just cut.. now my hair had become like a patch of grass haha!

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Elva'S nEw Album~

2006-12-26T17:06:00.000+08:00

is finally out! woohoo~ heehee.. waited very long wor.. the songs are a different kinda music from her previous albums.. more new age i suppose.. (well i dun really know how to describe wat kinda music, i only know how to listen haha..) one of the MV is nice~ the song 表白，confession in eng.. can check out youtube if you wana watch the MV, very entertaining i feel.. change lotsa costume and style.. kawaii one got, sexy one oso got.. quite a few lor and dancing! =) i like this MV! heehee.. its describe as 黑放节奏，黑放 actually means "have fun" in eng hee.. thats wat i read from the summary of this album na.. creative eh? keke.. and u know y her album name is 1087? cos it had been 1087 days since she left her old company and join this new company till the day her album is release. very long hor.. 2yrs plus~

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ThiS ChriStmas.....

2006-12-24T17:01:00.000+08:00

playing ti-gam (the machine where u put in some coins and u turn, an "egg" will drop out, inside will have a little toy) had been one of my fav hobby, always love the excitement of guessing wat will be inside that little egg (and hoping its the one the i like).. and now i had the miniature ti-gam machine! got it from the normal big ti-gam machine for $1x2 coin hehe.. *sweet* other than the miniature ti-gam machine, i actually got this "ti-gam" style candy dispenser machine from our xmas gathering (with my ex colleague) gift exchange heehee.. something that i like oso *sweetx2*
then i got this early xmas present (way before i've gotten the rest).. my 1st xmas present this yr.. from zann, Thanks! its really kawaii =) *sweetx3*
If u realise that all the pic have this hand in the photo.. well, its just a gauge to let u know how big the little stuffs are heehee.. cos tat time i posted a close up photo of my piglet and pooh figurine, and most ppl tot it was a big one (which in fact is really small... can be put on a palm)..

Lastly, would like to wish all a

Merry Christmas & a Happy New Year!!

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iT haD beeN a Long Time.....

2006-12-13T09:25:00.000+08:00

since i update my blog & GO SHOPPING!! keke.. JY and me had agreed that retail theraphy always makes one mood better =) headed down to orchard with JY to get her bday present.. and i ended up spending $$ in the 1st shop we went in on 2 tops heehee.. they r just too sweet to resist lol.. Jy manage to get 3 tops (from FEP, Zara& Heeren), that day we both r 满载而归 hehe.. Tong & Kk joined us in the evening and then we headed for dinner @ Food Republic, where tong did a little shopping @ wisma (he manage to buy a bag from projectshop and a 50% discount top from French Connection). Then we meet issac and his gf @ Starbucks.

Unique silky white top

Sweet pink top

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mY beLoveD~

2006-11-22T16:34:00.000+08:00

very pretty hor~ hehee... my dreamed "旋转木马" =)

can't get to keep the real one (too big liao)

this is enough to keep me happy ^-^

i can't stand the sight of my hair!! cut hair soon!!

-LiTtLe RaiN DroP-

HapPi anD saD anD AngRy~

2006-11-20T11:26:00.000+08:00

!Happy!

my fav hairdresser is back in sg! heehee..

relocated from far east (last time) to cuppage (now)!

salon name remains as Di Summer =)

waiting for my next pay day and off i go to get a new hair cut~

!Sad!

tat day was watching tv with my mom,

and she was saying that next yr (pig yr), which is my yr oso..

not gd for those born in yr of pig, better dun go oversea (take plane)

WAHHHH!!! *Bang head*

i was thinking next yr if i got more money, maybe can go oversea!

shiiiTeee man! i was thinking this yr was the most

unlucky yr i ever had.. and now i have to look forward to

next yr's continuous bad luck. WTH~

!Angry!

i didn't know that the singnet broadband, aft the 24 mth contract,

the price goes back to the original price! *bangs head*

i didn't know abt this man~

ok, details is: the original plan is $55, and i got it at $45,

aft 2 yrs, i didn't recontract, so the price went back to $55 this mth!

then there's this adjustment to the billing, and my bill shoot

up to $70+ this mth~ wa piang.. no money already still like tat..

see how sway i m.. anyway i've already recontract the promotional

package le.. sigh..

-LitTLe RaiN DroP-

OtheR...

2006-11-09T10:21:00.000+08:00

than being lazy.. recently i had been quite reluctant to blog.. tho i had mention b4 i hav my freedom to blog watever thing i like.. but it always seems to be a tool for ppl to bombard me with questions and judgement.. wat i do out there doesn't need to be answerable to anyone..

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is like we were talking abt attending wedding dinner, the couple celebrate their wedding by treating their friends and relative dinner. but now it had seems that ppl attending the wedding dinner are actually paying the food they eat instead of the wedding couple treating.. because the ang bao amt that we gif to the wedding couple actually is determine by where the dinner is held, if its held at high class hotel, then u have to gif more.. therefore ppl says receiving wedding invitation is as good as receiving red bomb (causing ur wallet to burn a big hole).. and then some ppl says wedding dinner is the time whereby the couple "earn" back the money they had spend for this wedding dinner..

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Some story to share:

This lady was trying to calm down a child who was crying really hard. they were having tennis lessons at the courts, but the lady had accidentally left the child there after the lesson ended, and when she finally realised it and went over to fetch the child, the child was crying badly cos he was really scared. and when the mom came and saw wat had happen, instead of scolding the lady or stopping the child from attending the tennis in future, the mother actually calm the kid by saying everything is ok now, and that the lady did not meant to left him there, and the lady is oso very upset and scared that she had lost the kid earlier on and ask the kid to gif the lady a kiss on the cheek and comfort her. and the kid tip-toe and gave that lady (kneeling on the floor) a kiss and said "dun be scared, everything is ok now"

this shld be the right kinda education a kid shld get.. but right now parents are over protective over their kids till they always lose control in front of the kids, this actually contribute to the kid's well-being in future. when someone makes a mistake (unintentionally), do u think the person will feel gd making the mistake? and yet ppl always make the person feel even worse by scolding the person.. u think ppl purposely make the mistake one meh? instead of comforting the person who is feeling really bad le, u added on the misery by reprimanding the person..

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Recently Had been Lazy....

2006-10-31T10:40:00.000+08:00

to blog.. hhehee.. cos most of the time i'm chasing prince of tennis anime online~ haha.. met up with kk, tong, jy and nic last sat for dinner at jp, lai lai stall, they've just finish renovating recently.. their noodles still not too bad, quite "Q". went for a short pool session follow by swensens earth quake ice cream.. finally there are more choices for us to choose, cos i remb everytime when i go most of the flavours they dun have lor.. and there's one flavour they always dun have (they shld have taken out that flavour) cos i went 10 times 10 times they oso dun have that flavour one lor.. *chocolate chip* ice cream haha! tho ppl may say cookies and cream is the about the same as chocolate chips, but hor.. chocolate chips is nicer than cookies and cream leh *i feel la*

tong said me and jy look more and more alike heehee.. *maybe cos of our hair style ba* cos right now my fringe quite long, so its sort of like side parting, same side parting as jy keke.. and i remb last time when we were sec one, ppl always tot both of us r sisters hehe.. maybe oso because of our size ba~ but hor.. it seems that i have that kinda "common face" leh.. cos everytime i heard ppl say i look like their who who who.. else will be ppl say i look like some celeb (but hor, diff ppl say i look like diff ppl).. or will be ppl say they saw me at this this place at this this time but hor.. i not at that place leh.. and they dun believe me.. haha.. there was once when 2 person told me they saw me on this particular day at diff place, one at jurong point another one at bugis.. but hor.. im not at that 2 place tat day tat time wor -_-"

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I LovE PigLet~

2006-10-25T09:37:00.000+08:00

i bought a container not long ago, intending to keep my stuff toys inside (given the fact i already had one box full and the rest are lying inside my wardrobe collecting dust).. bought the zip lock bags to keep them inside free from dust.. and i was packing and packing and i realise i had one big full box of stuff piglets!! of which 80% of them i bought myself, the rest are from friends and colleagues.. and its not finish yet, cos no place already (box is fill up to the rim), my wardrobe still have 2 big flat piglet pillow and a small bolster.. in another smaller box, i had one box full of those small piglet accessories / figurine.. hahah~ there was a period of time where piglet seems to be the IN thing cos everywhere i go sells piglet.. but now seldom see really nice one leh.. so its a gd thing for me cos i can save up more of my money.. haha.. cos basically they are just for display purposes lol..

anyway i was packing.. and i saw it.... remember the times where we were mad abt neopets? hehe.. i've got the cloud aisha plushie.. big and small version.. aisha was not my pet last time, but i saw the plushie was cute~ so i bought it lor heehee.. the cloud patch might seems ugly to some ppl.. but i like leh.. my name got cloud ma keke..

I loved all the stuff toys i own up to today.. if u tell me to gif up anyone of them, i would say "no way!" i think i will cry if my mom gave away all my soft toy.. i remb last time she did gave away some soft toys to my cousins cos suddenly i couldn't find them anymore.. and then i saw it in my granny's house! but that happens when i was still very very young, and the soft toy oso dunno from where one.. so can forget abt it.. but this time round.. no way.. cos all the soft toys is either i kiap one or buy one or from frends lor, all mean alot to me so cannot cannot cannot!! i remb i had told my mom b4 say she cannot anyhow give away my soft toy.. hehee.. just hopes she rembs else i can cry for days already.. haha!!

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mY FavOuritEs...

2006-10-23T11:10:00.000+08:00

t certain point of times, we will particularly love wearing certain accessories or clothes.. my recent favourites ^-^

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met up with one of my poly close gal frend who came back from aussie for a short break ytd, it had been a few yrs since i last saw her.. ever since we graduate she went overseas to study, only manage to communicate tru emails and greeting cards & bday present send yearly.. we had a great dinner at the food street at chinatown, eating and chatting away.. lots and lots of things to talk abt.. and looking at her, i realise how independent she is compared to me.. really happy to see her again aft so long~ =)

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I dunnO whY...

2006-10-19T09:27:00.000+08:00

sometimes, at one moment i will feel upset abt a particular thing, but then the next moment i feel alrite abt it, and there's nothing for me to be upset or broad abt.. then aft awhile if the tot comes back again, i will start to feel uncomfortable abt it (and dunno how or wat to do abt it), then the next moment i'm ok with it already.. and for certain things, i know that there's nothing to be bothered abt, and i get affected by it, and when i suddenly think tru it, i will tell myself "see, no need to get affected de ma, its nothing de lor". its weird, the feeling is weird.. i dunno wat issit, and i dunno wat i wan. its just a stupid feeling that comes and goes as it wish.. is this normal? or m i on my way to wood bridge if my stupid brain continues to function this waY...

when we always tell ppl who r troubling, "aiya.. dun think too much ya, its no use thinking one.." tho we know the fact that we can't stop our brain from thinking, we are not in the control.. our brain is the big boss.. so hey! how come is like tat? i tot we r the on who provide a living space for the brain and how come we r in their control, that dun sounds logical isn't it? without us equals to without them.. or m i wrong abt it? cos without brain, we will be dead. if the brain is dead, we can't live... so i can say that actually we r just a puppet controlled by our brain.. because scientifically, our hands legs and watever thing are all controlled by the brain.. and the brain always gets its way cos the stupid heart will feel upset when the brain can't stop thinking abt upset things isn't it?

so i guess the most powerful ppl are ppl who can control their own brain, telling them wat they shld think and wat they shld not think abt.. make gd use of it and be in control.. in this way, the life of the person will be perfect without any miseries. but this kinda ppl r very rare, and most of them who can really do it have become god.. haha..

but base line is, tho its difficult to control not to think abt upset things, we shldnt let our brain have the overall control over us.. we ourselves hav to "kan4 kai1", fight against the brain, so that we will be happier with our life.. alot of ppl let themselves drowned in miseries because they have very weak "yi4 zhi4 li4", they practically let their brain do all the controlling.

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PreTty FlowErs

2006-10-17T15:22:00.000+08:00

met up wif JY for frog leg porridge at chinatown last fri (kk, dun be jealous ya keke..), walked ard chinatown, the decorations for the mooncake festivals are not taken out yet, so there's lotsa beautiful lanterns ard, too bad we forgot our cameras hehe.. the we ended up at the OG there, we went inside.. and then some of the lights went off.. we know its the indication that the place is closing soon, but we tot there shld be announcement one lor.. so we continue walking ard and looking at some dresses until the sales girl came over.. we were so pai seh we quickly get outta the place haha..

went to ah ma's house during the wk end cos ah gong's bday so there's a gathering and buffet ordered.. then we went over to dad's relative side (the house where my dad grew up), and he was showing us last time (i dunno when) he planted a fruit tree outside, and it had grown to quite big wor.. see the pic below, withthe sour fruit heading.. i dunno wat its call.. but its definitely not grape haha.. i still remb dad was telling us when he was young he and his friend went to catch spiders, and both accidentally fall into the drain (with all the pig shits etc..) so he had gotten all shit all over his body.. and he went home smelling and looking like a piece of shit.. haha.. and as usual he got scolded by his mom.. and there's this time where he's mom asked him to go sell ice cream, but he ended up toppling all the ice cream and ended up with another round of scolding again.. hee.. sometimes in life, luck just doesn't seems to be by our side when we needed them most..

Other than the "fruit treE" there are oso other flowers that my aunty and cousins they all planted =) very pretty! hehe.. last time there're alot of other plants there, like banana, guava, sugar cane.. but now all remove already ehhe..

went to vivo city~ shopping center was really big.. walk and walk and walk until leg pain.. most of the shops oso not ready yet.. and most of it are boutiques.. selling things pricing above average.. so there wasn't much things to buy also.. cinema is the largest cinema, but there wasn't any nice shows that interest me so didn't get to experience the cinema.. there's this sky park at the top (not shown in the picture, the pic below is outside the vivo city where we can see the sentosa from our view, notice the circle i draw in pink behind? thats a mini train leading from dunno where to sentosa that side.. didn't know where it start from and where it ends.. hehe)

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Im in Love!!!

2006-10-11T15:54:00.000+08:00

with..... this! Sony DCS T-10, in pink!! saw it in the sony shop ytd.. very pretty leh!! i know its a old model.. but last time dun hav pink color leh.. else i buy already hor... im willing to sell my canon ixus i (still in very gd condition, 2 yrs old) ~ then can get this one hehe.. any lobang or trade in available hehehe? this t-10 has got 7.2 MP!! my ixus only hav 4.. muahaha.. and the LCD screen is BIG!!.. mine is so small.. it has got optical zoom.. mine only hav digital zoom.. its slim.. mine is fat and short haha.. but most impt of all its pink!! tho mine is pearl color, but i'll still choose pink if there's a choice.. unless the pink is ugly pink.. hehe.. isn't it a sweet lovely baby? hehe.. i know la.. i sounds 喜新厌旧.. i still like my canon ixus, but this looks more tempting in pink *drools*

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WheN im BorEd in OffiCe..

2006-10-10T16:16:00.000+08:00

i'll start to go dig out some photos.. collage them.. play ard.. too bad i dun hav photoshop in office.. only can use fireworks.. haha.. very limited functions.. i know i shld be doing more meaningful things like reading up some online materials or learning some new stuffs.. im too lazy na.. will do that when i hav more energy and more concentration lol..

i still remb that day when i went to bed ard 9+, toss ard till 10 like that then fall asleep woke up in the middle of the nite.. then recall abit of wat i dreamt.. got very scared.. cos i recall i was carrying a human head on my shoulder.. im helping the "person" to find someone.. in the dream, i wasn't scared at all, and it seems normal.. but when i wake up and think back.. i so scared.. haha.. then i so scared suddenly the head will appear infront of me.. so i hide myself under my blanket haha..

like i say b4, i hate nightmares.. there was once i woke up and cried until i fall back to sleep because i was so scared.. haha.. silly me.. to me.. i always had bad dreams.. bad dreams in the sense that when u tell someone who is superstitious, they will say ur dream is a bad omen.. or means bad luck.. sigh.. no wonder i've always been so unlucky.. its all "written" in my dreams.. i wonder when my lucky star will be able to find me and shine on me again~

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It has Been somE time....

2006-10-09T11:11:00.000+08:00

since i went shopping.. hehe.. met up with Jy on sat for some shopping in town.. she wanted to get a bag and i'm looking for a small black dress (to be prepared in case there's any formal functions, and i dun even hav any dress in my wardrobe!).. Jy didn't manage to see any bags that she like.. i saw a few dress (2 tube dress to be exact) which i quite like.. both designs are very different, one is complicated but sweet (abit of doll like dress kind) the other is simple and sweet.. both cost the same price $70 each.. but i still dunno if i shld get the dress anot (shld be settling on the simple and sweet one if i'm getting one), in dilemma.. cos right now im still saving money, plus im not sure if its really that nice.. tho Jy kept saying that its really nice keke, she'll buy if she's attending some wedding dinner or wat.. im worried i'll get the dress on impulse and regret aft tat.. keke..

anyway shopping was great even tho we did not get anything at the end of the day, cos nothing seems to catch our eyes that day.. haha (was a gd thing for me cos i shldn't be spending extra money hee..) but the haze was really bad that day.. makes me even more sleepy and tired leh, and my throat.. urgh.. very dry and uncomfortable..

Itinery for that day

took the train down to orchard with Jy- we were abit disturbed by this malay guy who played malay songs with his mp3 phone..

went ck tang basement to get some drink (fresh sugar cane juice) - really nice cos its sweet and fresh, unlike some sugar cane looks dark in color and taste unfresh hehe.. and there were quite some food there.. but too bad im not that hungry..

head down to far east plaza for some shopping.. conquered the place in abt 1hr+ to 2hr time.. hehe.. then we walk down to heeren.. and then to cine for dinner at the foodcourt.. hand-made noodle was not bad and very filling for only $3.50... hehe..

then we walked down to center point, on the way just outside cine, there's this guy who came up to us.. wana make friends.. anyway that time i was sleepy and dunno wat to say i told him "sorry, we in a hurry now.. -_-" i cant believe i said tat.. haha.. its as if he's someone trying to do survey or sell stuff on the streets" then he said only make friends.. dun needa take up alot of our time, follow by taking out his hp (hinting to gif him contact no) and i quickly said, sorry but i got bf already keke.. and he walked away.. i think this is the best answer to gif if u wana reject someone who wans ur contact =) aft that while walking to centre point, i told Jy, i shld have told him tat "if you wan my no, u hav to get permission from my girlfriend" follow by putting my hand on Jy's shoulder kekek.. wonder wat will be his reaction lol.. Jy tot this idea was damn funny too~ ^-^

there wasnt much in center point other than mango shop.. we went in and browse abit.. and then headed to OG.. not much oso.. so we headed back and then get some bubbletea drink before taking bus home =) very tiring.. my legs hurt (maybe due to less shopping recently, or my shoe prob haha)

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Im tirEd..

2006-10-05T18:35:00.000+08:00

*yawnz* i dunno if it cos of the haze or watever thingy.. im not feeling well.. and i can't sleep very well.. and my head isn't functioning very well too~ its like..

i seems to have alot of things in my head.. but i dunno which thing m i thinking at that moment.. very messy.. too messy that i can't think properly.. sometimes, if we have this remote control / switch in our brain that allows us to filter away certain things (not say erase), we will still remb that particular thing, but if its able to let us filter away so that it wouldn't come back and "haunt" us, it'll be so great! hehe.. cos certain things we know that thinking too much oso can't be helped / can't solve the prob. or just that we r thinking too much thus making us paranoid..

if we can choose wat to filter, that'll be so gd! tho im consider someone who can easily filter things away (compare to normal ppl).. but in certain days these stupid crazy things just comes and haunt me.. until i can't breath.. its scary.. and i hope it goes away.. the whole body will feel uncomfortable when i try not to think (i mean real physical uncomfortable), and when i think, i will start to get crazy.. hahah~

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~SoFt Toys~

2006-10-04T13:25:00.000+08:00

I've got lotsa stuffed toys at home... sometimes when im packing my room, i see those soft toys, i'll wonder to myself y i love them so much; cos in the first place, they are something that are useless, waste of money and gets dirty if u dun keep them properly.. and i always tell myself, "no more soft toy from now onwards" but i always ended up getting it once in a while.. hehe.. couldn't resist the temptation cos they'll always hav that kinda "bring me home, bring me home" look.. muahaha.. and they are so cuddly that u will wana hug them *comfortable* hehee..

i really dun like dreaming (but im always dreaming when im asleep)..

me: "hey brain, y can't u just rest while im zzing?"

brain: " i can't.. cos during the day u used part of the brains while im alseep, so when u finally goes to sleep, and other part of the brain is resting, im so awake that i need to do something.."

me: "-_-""

be it a gd dream or a bad dream, i dun like.. cos it always makes me so tired when i wake up even if i've slept more than 8hrs~ furthermore.. so wat if its a gd dream? its just a dream.. its not real.. *so back to reality* hehe.. then if its a bad dream, its even worse, makes one moody and upset.. i may as well dun wan a dream.. but i can't choose.. the dream just came by itself.. and stays till i wake up.. tho i dun like dreams.. i like day-dreaming.. hehhe.. building castles in the air.. keke.. i know its similar to having a gd dream cos its still not th reality.. but at least in this situation i know im dreaming.. but in the dreams, u wouldn't know u r dreaming.. and when u wake up.. u get disappointed because its not real~ hehe.. but i dun deny the fact that gd dreams will actually brighten up ur day when u wake up =)

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$$$ ManAgemEnt..

2006-10-02T08:40:00.000+08:00

last time.. i dun keep track of how much i spend per mth.. and even if i overshot a little, i dun really care~ but recently.. i realised that actually my monthly salary doesn't really allows me to spend extra (eg. shopping), after giving my mom the household allowance, paying my sch fees "debt", paying my internet bill, phone bill.. im only left abt half of the salary where i hav to spend for my transport and food and wk end spending.. it'll be a BIG smile if i dun overspend.. heehe.. i've cut down alot of shopping and costly food~ wk day lunch in office oso choose to eat foodcourt everyday (instead of cafe la, taking cab down to jp for lunch la) just to make sure i dun overspend hehe.. im someone who wouldn't say i dun hav money etc.. but please bear with me if i say i no money and wana eat cheap cheap to save money ya =) cos im not trying to be stingy.. i just wana make sure i dun over spend ^-^

i still remb last time when i was still having attachment, my pay was only $400, and there was this sars period where im not allowed to go anywhere (everyday aft work is home), wk end oso seldom go out.. hey, that time i still manage to save up money leh with so little pay.. but now everything oso need money and money.. haiz.. everything is increasing its value and prices.. but it just seems my pay is still stuck at the same place.. imagine having everything increasing its value and the pay still remains? one fine day, we will surely become really poor, other than no savings, our monthly expenses oso have prob already.. but this is a society where the rich gets richer and the poor gets poorer, because those top management will always use excuses like the company not earning money so no pay increment/bonus.. so where do all the money go? into their pocket~

humans are greedy animals.. they dun get contented.. they just wan for more.. but but but.. im not human, im a pig hahaha.. i'll be contented if u provide me with 3 meals and a warm place to sleep =) even tho one day i'll be "slaughter", isn't it abt the same as human beings (old and die).. but at least i've lived a stressed-free life, enjoying myself while other ppl are fighting and back stabbing each other just to get wat they wanted.. i just wana live a care-free life..

LitTLe RaIn DroP

Panda, Me and Vivian

2006-09-28T16:46:00.000+08:00

See!! so kawaii~ i love baby animals.. they look so lovely.. and this baby panda resembles me alot.. always with the sleepy eyes, lazy bone, anytime anywhere ready to fall asleep isnt it =) and.. no matter how many hrs i sleep, i'll still get that panda eye hai~

anyway panda reminds me of a question: 为什么熊猫不喜欢拍照？

ans: 应为它们不可以拍彩色照片。(given the fact that they are black and white.. so the photo come out will be black and white.. not colorful keke..)

Sooo many baby pandas~ cUuuuteee!

more pictures of me again.. (dun i look like panda? muahahaha) .. pai seh la.. i love taking my own photo lol.. 自恋狂.. i know.. hehe.. but aren't i good at doing lotsa expression? muahaha.. at least i take photo i dun take the same angle, same pose all the time rite? hehe.. cos i remb last time we took grp photo, take a few shots, then this person in the photo.. the pose and position and smile.. all the way the same in all the few shots.. haha.. no diff at all lol.. like copy and paste kind hehe..

Vivian has got new album =) quite a few nice songs inside (her slow songs are nicer in this album) hehe.. recomended song, Vivian and Cao Ge - I Still Believe. and if u like jay's creation, u might like this song of Vivian by him - 美人鱼。http://www.avex.com.tw/vivian/ <- visit this page to check out on the new album, u might wana see some of the MV too =) *beware, pretty babe ahead* keke...

LitTLe RaiN drOP

Last VirGos~

2006-09-26T16:05:00.000+08:00

23rd sep.. in certain horoscope, is still consider virgo.. last day of virgo.. is weihua's bday hehe.. we "celebrated" it at cafe cartel~ initially was meeting up for dinner at JP.. but cos tong will be at town area.. so no choice (hhmm... who's the bday boy tat day huh? hehehe.. joking ^-^). initially weihua wanted to invite us to his home for dinner (he cook for us hehe.. or a potluck), but he change his mind cos he worried he might not hav enough time to go back cook.. and then he dun think tong can bring anything (given the tot he can't think of anything tong can cook hahaha... oppz..)

hint to tong: another idea? cooking? hehe.. or even baking a cake ^-^

after tat we head down to wala wala theres music and drink there =) cool~ my first time there (the other time choon's farwell, i was sick so i didn't go there..), the live band was gd, the beer was ok tho.. hoe garden's not really that nice tho tong says its more smoothing and less gassy.. i still prefer tiger or heineken (drink from the bottle, must be super chilled then will be super nice~), tho they are more gassy, but they taste better i think hehe.. maybe i dunno how to appreciate german beer.. too bad haha! but mixer's still the best (mixed with my fav ribena ^-^)! hehe.. tho drinking too much mixer isn't gd.. but hor.. drinking any alcohol too much isn't gd also isn't it? *smiles*

LitTLe RaiN DroP

BeinG a FemALe..

2006-09-22T17:20:00.000+08:00

sometimes i hav to say that being a female is gd in the sense that we hav the privilege of relying on other ppl, being 软弱, 撒娇 and enjoy all the pampering we wan.. we dun hav to be independent if we dun wan to.. and we hav ppl to 养我们 after marriage.. - so guys might think that these they are a bunch of 苦命 ppl where they hav to work very hard to support a family, go through the nasty ns life, be responsible, tolerate their wife's pms moods and tantrums and someone who is strong for their wife to rely on.

but then u gotta think leh.. every mth a woman goes through the pms like she wants one meh? she cannot say she dun wan, because every mth she hav to go through the menstral cycle so that if u wan a baby she can gif one to u~ plus the menstral cramps u think very easy to endure meh? every mth hav to go through the same process again and again~ very tiring u know..

and worse of all will be pregnant and giving birth.. 10 mths of carrying something inside the stomach, legs get swollen at night can't sleep properly.. vomitting.. etc etc.. then comes to delivery.. some will hav the dunno wat it call the pain in the stomach.. can pain for the whole day then the baby come out, imagine being inside the hospital enduring the pain for the whole day baby still dun wana come out.. and when finally the baby decided to come out she hav to use all her strength to push it out (the pain to endure for the baby to be able to come out). else would be cesarian, will still be painful, her wound will still be painful one wor..

then there's the responsibility of bringing up the child worrying abt this abt tat.. alot alot of things.. then some stupid man just go abt having affairs with those young and pretty women, and they just criticise their wife to be ugly and old hag.. but hav they ever think how much the wife had sacrifice for the family to have become like tat.. they save up their cosmetic and shopping money to provide more things for their children and in return they get this kinda husband.. and hav the husband ever thought that their wife had marry them when they are still young and pretty anot? have they? some men are even worse.. they still go out having affair with other women uglier than their own wife.. its true, i've see a few cases like tat.. some even divorce the wife to be with tat ugly woman... then some had really pretty wife, but i dunno wat they thinking.. there's one who told me that guys wan 新鲜感，刺激感。。but if thats the case then dun get marry la asshole.. and if u dun wan ur wife to go out 偷吃，then u urself shouldnt do it in the first place.. if u wana do it.. then dun blame ur wife for "betraying" u.. 你可以做初一，为什么她不可以做十五。。hmmpf!

no la.. im not thinking abt too much or watever.. im just having cramps.. and feeling very grumpy only~ whahahah.. pardon my grumpiness~

LitTLe RaiN DroP

This is the time.....

2006-09-20T17:56:00.000+08:00

where ppl had already packed and get ready to go home aft wrk... but im stuck at the reception taking over the receptionist for dinner break~ sigh.. its true i start wrk late and go back late.. but upon seeing everyone gng home, my heart just sank deeper~ *image of a person's back 1/2 kneel, 1/2 sit on the ground, hand stretched out and say "take me with u"* haha.. crazy lol...

i know im getting sick/tired of this job le.. sigh.. tho its just a few more mths to new yr.. i really can't wait! haha.. it seems so near yet so far away.. but say if i gng to change job.. wat m i gng to do? *close my eyes and sigh* i dunno wat im gd at and i dunno who will wana employ me.. with a pay higher than here.. im struggling with the lit pay here.. so next job must hav more salary than here! a must a must! else i can go eat wind already haha~

was chatting with my colleague abt work stuff, she mention that she had friends who had quite a gd future in that company, but the due to stress and time, they gave up halfway which she felt was a pity.. but my thinking was the opposite.. in life, its true that u must hav a promising future career.. but if all those hav to be traded with freedom and over-stressed, i rather i dun wan.. y wana make my own life so miserable for the $$ sake.. maybe right now im an easily contented person whereby if i wan a stressed-free job, dun hav to be very high pay, but enough money to spend and gif my parents and if i get to save up a lit, i can go for some short holidays to take a break.., i'll be a happy person hehe..

i dun wan my life to b lacked of sleep and stressed everyday.. this kinda feeling sux.. i know that every job had a certain amt of stressed there, but i know myself, im someone who cannot take stress haha! ok.. maybe i can take stress, but i cannot tahan if it is for long term basis.. i'll die of heart attack.. if u ask me wats the most impt thing in life other than ur beloved and family members.. i will say happiness, because u can earn money, u can make friends, u can use the money u earn to buy anything u wan.. but happiness doesn't come on its own.. u hav to find ur own happiness.. without happiness, life is meaningless even if u have all the money or all the friends or even with ur loved ones..

LitTLe RaiN DroP

MisUnderStandinGs...

2006-09-19T16:24:00.000+08:00

just in case any of u misunderstand any of my post, im not targetting at any particular person in my life or any particular situation that happen to me, im just talking abt it in general, in my point of view, when i see certain things gng on...

its true that human beings tends to misunderstand each other because of the different mentality and different mindset. for eg. talk abt myself, ppl who knows me knows that i talk loudly and sometimes without processing in my brain if i shld day something. but ppl who dunno might get offended because they will think that y do i need to raise my voice talking to them. - misunderstanding here, they tot im angry or not happy with them. infact, NO, my mood is perfectly fine, just my voice that i can't control sometimes.

most of the misunderstandings are caused by lack of communications and more of assumptions. its not right to assume this and assume that, because that is only wat u think it is.. its not the truth.. so wat u needa do is to is to speak up, ask and clear the misunderstanding. when u realise its all a misunderstanding, u will know how stupid u r to hav think that way.

at certain situation.. its abit too late to clear the misunderstanding, cos u've already 造成伤害 .. there's nothing u can do already.. just like if u've stab someone with a knife, and u realise that its not the person's fault, its just too late.. the wound is bleeding already.. so dun make unnecessary assumptions ya~ plus dun repeat ur mistakes again and again..

some ppl can clear misunderstandings and move on.. some ppl just don't and then they'll just ignore each other and move on with their own life, nv to cross path again.. - then as time passes, they will think back, they oso dunno wat happen tat lead both of them become wat they r now.. and when they think back, they will think y they quarrel/watever for that particular small matter for no reason (sometimes), and when they finally realise that wat they've done are not right, its too late to go back to how close they are last time already.

LitTLe RaiN DroP

SleepInG...

2006-09-18T10:10:00.000+08:00

recently the weather in the morning had been extremely GOOD!! and everytime i hav to wake up and go work!!! arrghh~ if only i can snuggle in my warm bed instead of draggin myself out of bed early in the cold morning, sneezing away while bathing in the hot water.. and then falling alseep in bus till i reach my workplace..

afternoon was even more horrible, especially after lunch.. the sleeping bug just haunt you until u surrender haha..

had been trying to watch the 天外飞仙 everytime i had the chance to watch the tv (cos nite time go back mom will be watching tv, really no chance to watch hehe).. aft much struggling i've finally went to the 2 disc of the DVD which is in the 14 episode haha.. total i think there's abt 40+ episode? way to go~ but according to JY, there will be lotsa sad scenes coming up soon~ sigh, i dun really like to watch sad show.. cos i can't stop myself from crying one =( but then if a love story dun hav ups and downs then the love story wouldn't be so touching and loving already.. isn't it? hehe.. because of those ups and downs, thats the part where the couple showed how much they care for each other, the bond between them becomes stronger as they overcome the problems together~ but i guess this kinda thing only happens in drama.. maybe?

in life, often, when we see some couples (eg. maybe the girl very pretty, but the guy so-so. or the girl very big size/tall and the guy very small size/short. or the woman very old, the guy very young and handsome. or all the vice-versa above), something will come across our minds "y r the 2 person together? wat makes them so into each other? they dun seems to be compatible ma.. will their relationship lasT?" personally i feel that in a relationship, when both r in love, they dun compare, and they dun hiam each other. they love wat their partner is, they love them as a whole, but not because of a particular reason (eg. because she's pretty thats y i love her. or because he is a gd man, thats y i love him) nobody is perfect, when u say he is a gd man, how gd is he? he is sure to have his bad points etc, but u still love him, because when u love him, u love everything abt him. sometimes when one is in love, they dunno y they r in love, its this miraculous feeling that one gets. and we as an outsider, shldn't judge other couples. they r in love, they r happy, y shld we tell them they shld not be together? its non of our business anyway. but most of the human beings r like tat, they like to put their kinda thinking into ppl's feelings, thats wrong.. totally wrong, we r not in the couple's shoes, we wouldn't understand how they feel, thus passing off "stupid" remarks will only mean that u r so ignorant abt love. and u shld just get on with ur own love life, and stop bothering abt other's love life.. haha..

ohh.. haha... didnt tot the post will end up like tat.. i wanted to write abt early morning weather, ended up talking abt love.. i know, i'm not a love expert or a consultant, but this is how i feel.. but certain ppl, just dun get the idea..

ps: image courtesy from www.popartuk.com

LitTLe RaiN DroP

moRe PhOtoS?

2006-09-14T14:26:00.000+08:00

hehe.. i dun deny i like to "self-take" photos, even like tat day at settler, jy and me tried to self take our photos, and we ended up letting the guys say they are invisible.. because they are there available to help us take photo, but we choose to do it ourselves lol..

very kawaii baby rite? keke.. not mine anyway lol.. but like i always says, i cannot resist anything that is cute! hehe..

LitTLe RaiN DroP

UpDatEs

2006-09-12T15:00:00.000+08:00

some recent photos and some outdated photos~ sometimes just feel a blog without photos look very dull.. hehe.. and when i read ppl's blog i oso love to see photos~ went shopping with jy, initially was planning not to buy anything at all.. and i really mean it.. but.. when i tried on that pair of shoe.. i couldn't resist not buying! urgh!! so i actually made a gamble (cos the person said that shoe only comes in a few pair.. not much stock), i told jy tat aft our shopping we go back to the shop. if the shoe is still there, then buy.. else its fated i can't get anything one..

went settler cafe with the guys, played taboo.. and i was so stupid i actually called out some funny things not related to the hints given.. stupid act 1 hint: someone who found out that earth is round.. and i shout: "gravity!" -_-"" stupid act 2 hint: i can't remb the hint, but i know the answer is shark.. but i shouted: "wheels/whales" then follow by "jaws" and then finally the correct answer "shark" -_-""

sometimes i couldn't help but laugh at my own stupidity.. haha.. but i just thats just me lor.. someone who's always laughing.. even tho its just a game of taboo, but i can laugh practically throughout the session.. just remind me of the time chris and farihah they all came over my house for steamboat.. we played the fruits game.. laugh like mad... sometimes it really depends on who u played the game with.. doesn't mean that same game with different grp of ppl will get the same level of enjoyment.. anyway farihah and meizhen always say they laugh because i laugh.. not because the thing is funny.. so all of us just ended laughing and laughing non stop for no reason.. heheeehee.. those were the dayz~

PriVacy~

2006-09-07T10:43:00.000+08:00

the reason for me to post something in my blog is not for you to question me anything.. its my own thinking, its my own privacy, if i wana say anything, i would have put it in my blog, if i dun feel like saying, its oso my own free will.. can't i have my own space where i keep all my things? y do i hav to show it, reveal everything?! who r u?! even if its my own parents, i do not need to say everything that they ask.. furthermore, they dun even ask because they respect me.. when u respect someone, u will respect and accept any answer they gif..

u choose to read my blog, its ur own decision, i nv force u to read it.. if u feel uncomfortable, thats not my business.. if u think u r taking all these shit, now i shld ask y do i hav to take all these shit?! y can't i just write wat i wana write and not be bothered.. when u read someone's diary, u read their tots u read their feelings, u dun go abt popping questions and forcing them to gif u a satisfied answer.

im not obliged to answer anyone regardless of who u r.. even if u tell me u r god or u tell me u r president i dun gif a damn.

LitTLe RaiN DroP

~RanDom PosT~

2006-09-06T14:19:00.000+08:00

recently putting turtle icon infront of name very popular issit? cos when i open up my msn i see 4 of my friends with tat turtle in from of their name (as shown in the pic on the left)... i still got one more.. but tat frend offline.. so total will make it 5! haha.. is there a trend or co-incident? because outta these 4 friend, only 2 of them know each other, so i dun think they pak-kat or wat hehe..

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i hav got lotsa things i wana talk abt.. but when i wana start writing it down.. all the things seemed *gone* or watever.. or i dunno how to start it or dunno how to put across, i've nv been gd at talking and presenting wat i wana say all the while. im not gd at consoling ppl or saying things that make ppl feel better when they r upset.. sometimes i just make it worse =(

in life, things normally dun go wat we wan them to go.. we just hav to take it, face it and accept it.. it sounds bad, but thats the truth.. certain things when u try to push too hard, side effect will occur, for eg, when i rod is bend, u dun try to force it straight, the more strength u put in, the rod will gif way.. thus splitting into 2 halves, vice versa if its straight.. only if the rod is willing to bend or straighten itself, else its oso no use one..

sometimes i wana be strong, i dun wan ppl to wry for me and feel useless that they can't do anything to help.. sometimes i will think that i shldnt say out my feelings because this will affect the ppl ard me.. but sometimes i know im wrong to think that way.. but i ever told this to a friend who said i always bring laughter in the grp, and doesnt seem to hav any worries, "sad things sure will happen, but take it easy, or wana blast it out oso can.. but aft a gd sleep, we shld forget abt it and move on with our life, because i will tell myself tomorow will be a better day."

LitTLe RaiN Drop

Bday VirGos~

2006-09-06T10:22:00.000+08:00

it was very co-incidently that all 5 of us falls inside the horoscope of virgo =) maybe that's y all 5 of us click well during our stay in edno.. tho aft we all left the company, our contact becomes lesser and lesser due to our own busy schedule, but once a while we will still make it an effort to meet up. really glad that i had known these bunch of gal friends (because all along, since young, the close gal friends i hav, really really little.. 1 hand can finish counting.. hhaha..)

of cos not forgetting my long time close friends like jy, tong, weihua, kk they all la~ hehe.. and also gd friends like my poly mates and pri sch mates ^-^ last but not least, my "secret lover", **R**, *evil laugh*.. who had been there for me during my down dayz =) dun ask me who that secret lover is k, because if i tell u le, then wouldn't be a secret lover anymore hehehehe

Did u spot something special in this photo above? haha.. bingo.. kawaii boy inside.. nah, he's not related to any of us.. just a little boy at the bowling alley that we've met =)

flowers~ ^-^

Delicious and cheap dinner oppo beauty world =) each of us only paid abt $7 for this meal, which includes plain rice, sweet and sour fish, mix vege, tom yam soup, egg, roti tissue (this one is nice), egg prata & chicken satay. cool rite? =)

tats all for now.. more pics coming up (from other gatherings).. hehe.. so stay tuned, dun switch channels hor! hehe.. tata~

LitTLe RaIn DrOP

天上的眼泪。。

2006-09-05T11:33:00.000+08:00

它好像懂我的心碎

懂得轻轻给我一些安慰

我们应该要了解

伤了心有种爱的美

天上的彩虹

总出现在天晴雨过

我已经懂得轻轻的放手

就算我觉得难过

你会在我身边守候

陪我一起去看彩虹

小雨滴

BeiNG nicE..

2006-08-31T17:38:00.000+08:00

sometimes when you are very shui bian or u dun mind most of the things, you dun calculate and u try ur best to help when requested, you know wat u ended to be? ans: you will be taken for granted. ppl will think "aiya, so and so ok with anything one la, so dun worry abt it lor, she wouldn't mind one la, she such a nice & understanding person." this is wat will happen if you r nice all the time. when you always spare a tot for wat ppl think, will they spare a tot for u as well? will they put themselves in ur shoe and think for u?

i admit sometimes i oso forgot abt other ppl's feeling and say the wrong thing at the wrong time, but i've always spare a tot for other ppl and i've always try to be nice and help out everytime i'm requested to.. or sometimes i even offer to help out without being asked to.. maybe that's y sometimes i feel unhappy when ppl neglected my feelings.. even if nasty things happen, i'll just treat it as something that had past and not bear grudges like some ppl does..

i was just wondering if ever, one day i become a nasty person, i dun spare a tot for anyone, and reject ppl when they ask for help, wat will i become.. i'll just be someone whom is hated by ppl behind the back and then had lotsa fake friends who will "smile" infront of me, but scolding me behind my back.

but sometimes being nice will hav bad points oso, cos ppl who dunno u will feel u r such hypocrite, they'll think you so helpful meh? act act only la.. just wana make ppl think u r nice lor.. and then u get hated by this kinda ppl, because they think u r just trying to make everyone like u.. but wat i feel is, i rather ppl treat me nice, because they know im a nice person instead of actually they dun like me one, but they just pretend they r ok with me just because we r colleagues or any other relation..

then sometimes, when u r too nice.. ppl will think u r stupid.. haha! they will say, "u hor, so stupid, dunno how to reject ppl's request for help ar? like tat ppl will take it for granted that u will help them everytime" haha.. but my own policy is, if its within my limit and time, i will definitely help =)

i still remb last time in pri sch, some gal told me she hated me at first, because she find me very kpo.. hehe.. then aft some time (hmm when we abt to graduate) she feel that im a helpful person instead haha! i guess maybe thats the reason y sometimes i feel got ppl like not happy with me like tat (for no reason, to my understanding).. machiam i offended them.. haha!

LitTtLe RaiN DroP

SomE maN jusT doEsnt AcT likE a Man...

2006-08-30T14:14:00.000+08:00

remb last time i did mention abt some dispute in my office last time? well, it just seems that some man are just plainly petty.. cannot take things easy and bear grudges.. anyway on monday when i came back to work aft a weekend break, i realise my com had been used by someone else.. y i knew it.. cos:

normally when i log on to my com, then my email will be auto downloaded. and on mon when i came back, open my mail, fri nite and sat email had been already downloaded to my inbox. im not working on sat and sun, so unless got ppl log on my com, else the email wouldn't be downloaded.
win xp, when u click on the start menu, the left hand side will show all the programs that you've recently opened (shortcut icon). those icons had been removed, leaving blank space there. if nobody touch my com, those icons wouldn't be missing by itself.
when i open some of my programs, the recent files shown was different from the files that i had opened last fri at work.

i was abit pissed, cos if you wana use my com even if u nv ask my permission, you have to inform me that u using. somemore my com, the user acct only hav admin and my acct. if you log on as admin, my email wouldn't be able to download cos its diff acct plus, the colleague that hav the admin acct did not work on week end. which means this person who had used my com knows my password.

the only ppl who knows my password are the few of them, cos sometimes weekends they needa log on my com to print some office stuff.. so i gave them the password, but that doesn't gif the person the excuse to log on using my password and access my things without informing me abt it. the person actually browse through some of my doc lor.. plus, if u nv let me know u use my com and then later i found out, how will i feel? i will think that u must be up to something thats y u dun dare to let me know u using it. plus the person tot he can just use and shut down without letting anyone know abt it. *rolls eyes* i had been using this com for sometime, u think i wouldn't realise that something is wrong meh? the most obvious part is the missing icons in the start menu..

i sort of know who the person is.. but i dun wana jump to conclusion, so i asked.. but when i asked, the person deny.. wat the hell!? u dare to do u dun dare to admit, no balls issit? the evidence are all there lor.. dun tell me is ghost who had done it *rolls eyez* anyway i've requested for a change of password already.. i tot nobody do things so over-board, i trusted everyone in the office, but i was wrong, there are sure to have some black sheeps inside. i wouldn't have been so angry if the person says "oh ya, i had to use ur com to do some office stuff, sorry i log in without ur consent." when i asked. somemore in order not to let the person feel that i am pointing fingers at him i asked him "do you know if anyone had used my com on saT?" he thinked and said "no", i was super pissed.. but im sure he tot i wouldn't have realised and was a little shocked when i asked him.. but anyway... maybe its not him.. but he was the biggest suspect.. and nobody owned up..

LiTtLe RaiN DroP

COUNTing down....

2006-08-28T16:12:00.000+08:00

angel: "my dear, u shld be concentrating on ur work now~"

devil: "y shld u? u bday is in a few days time, so in celebration for ur bday, its party time for this whole week!"

angel: "but u had been slacking all the while, stop finding excuses to slack at work ya"

devil: *hits angel with a hammer, that makes her unconscious for the whole week*

keke~ meet up with jy for ktv & shopping session ytd =) had a great time singing and shopping, it had been a long time since i went shopping with her. went to get my bday pressie too! tong suggested getting an ex one for me this yr.. something that i wouldn't use my own money and buy one.. so me and jy headed down to orchard in search for something nice.. and we actually come up with a conclusion, those branded stuffs are designed specially for those rich tai tai who had more than enough of money to spend. cos most of the branded stuffs that we browse tru are all aunty-liked accessories / clothings.. definitely not suitable for me and jy!

but... but... but... still manage to get a pretty white wallet (picture to be up soon) at GUESS =) reasonable price oso ^-^ really cool.. cos i had been in search for a wallet for some time.. the wallets at wallet shop doesn't really meet my criteria.. all thanks to tong, kk, weihua, wee and esp jy (for bringing me out to get my present ^-^) for the wallet.

LitTLe RaiN DRop

FreEdoM~

2006-08-24T17:53:00.000+08:00

sometimes i just couldn't help feeling restricted... mom always says and nags and restrict me on this and that.. i know she meant well and for my own good.. but im a big girl now, i know how to take care of myself.. i know she oso dun wana worry so much abt me, but just can't help it cos im her daughter.. most of the time i listen to her cos i dun wana upset her cos i know she had sacrifice and suffer alot for us and for the family..

but hor.. if everytime like that then life will be so boring.. wana go oversea, cannot.. wana go out late with friends, cannot.. all cannot cannot.. else will be nagging and nagging from her.. this better not that better not.. i know she had given me freedom of gng out la etc etc.. but sometimes i just feel i've not gotten the kinda freedom which i wanted (i still feel like a kid sobz).. i know she will be very upset if she knows i'm doing things she dun like me to do.. but like i say b4, i dun wan to live in the world where i listen and do wat ppl think i shld be doing and live in other ppl's "shadow".. this may hurt them, because their intention was for my own gd, and i'll just be a disappointment to them.

wat if it happens to u? wat will u do? i mean, if u r doing something that most of the ppl feel u shldn't be doing, but u think that's wat u wanted.. will u fight for urself and get wat u wanted - giving disappointment to all the ppl and be happy of wat u've achieve, or will u gif up wat u like and do wat other ppl want u to do - making other ppl happy and upseting urself?

LitTLe RaiN Drop

WaT wiLL u Do? or ReacT?

2006-08-22T14:18:00.000+08:00

if u board a cab and it stinkS?! wat if the previous person who board the cab had left a very strong smell in the cab due to the food they buy etc, or someone had just vomitted or kids pooing? (but i guess the taxi driver will clean up and refresh their cars if it really happens before taking the next passenger..) but wat if.... the taxi driver had a very stinky car perfume or worse, the taxi driver had got BO... wat will u do? will u tell the driver b4 u get down? frankly speaking i dun have the courage haha.. but i think this kinda thing we have to let the person know, else everyone will be avoiding him without him knowing wats gng on.. somemore we are paying for the service.. wa.. can imagine if ur ride is gng to be a very long ride and u have to endure the smell throughout the rise? think can faint inside already lol..

thinking the fact that we are paying alot more money than last time for riding a cab, we shld get to enjoy better services by them lor.. since we can't stop them from hiking the fares, then we have to make sure we get gd services isn't it. like we go restaurants with 10% service charge, we are paying for the service, so the waiters/waitresses shld serve us polietly and let our meals be an enjoyable one cos we are paying them wor..

im not sure if i mention b4, but some of our service staffs in sg are soooo "i dunno wats that word to describe". the moment they see an ang moh, they will just let them jump queue and serve them first. hey! i bet the ang moh will be laughing at us asian ppl.. when we asians go to their country we get sort of "outcasted", but when they come to our country, they r treated like a "king"~ (or issit that their money are golds and our money are stones? we are using the same money for god sake) we asians dun even stand at our own side, it just becomes a laughing stock for other ppl.. no matter who u r, u still hav to queue up.. first come first serve basis, else why the need for queueing up in the first place?

LitTLe RaiN DRoP

Moi NeW BloG SkiN~

2006-08-20T13:34:00.000+08:00

finally up! design idea kapo from jy's blog keke~

still some refinements to be done..

till then~

LitTLe RaIn DroP

BurGer KinG's BreakFasT~

2006-08-19T16:09:00.000+08:00

it had been a long long time since i ate Bk's breakfast.. if i remb correctly, the last time (which was oso my first time) eating bk breakfast was at changi airport where we went over early in the morning to send peiqi off, which was 1 or 2 yrs back? till now, today, i went to eat the croissan'which meal.. very nice wor~ hehe.. (like nv eat b4 like tat) got a piece of flat omelette+cheese+bacon(i choose bacon, they have other choices like ham or chicken fillet). then the meal come with ice milo and harsh brown (in small pieces) *yum yum* i think its better than their normal burger lor, hehe..

Some photos from jy's camera on kk's bday~

LiTtLe RaiN DroP

My PerSonaLitY ~ IDeaList ~

2006-08-16T09:24:00.000+08:00

You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.

You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you.
You can't make decisions without considering feelings.

You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.

In love, you give everything you have to relationships.
You fall in love easily.

At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.

With others, you communicate well.
You can spend all night talking with someone.

As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.

On weekends, you like to be with others.
Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

saw the link from jy's blog~ took the test~ and the results above...

Take Test

LiTtLe RaiN DroP

OnCe a Yr thiNg...

2006-08-14T15:35:00.000+08:00

every yr, with tong gifing the head start on 17 june onwards, we will have lotsa bday gatherings! hehe.. attended kk's bday at kbox marina on sat, we took the buffet package where we get to sing and have our dinner at the same time. time was abit too little (3hrs) for us to sing tho.. food was average.. we manage to catch the firewrks at marina sq, there were ALOT of ppl... at first we went to the wrong place to view, cos when the firewrks started, we couldn't see anything, and everyone was like rushing to get a view of the firewrks and ended up trampling some building models on the ground that a grp of ppl are working at. even tho with the barrier tape, those "uncivilised" ppl just pull off the tape and trample on their models just to view the firewrks. come on la.. nv see firewrks b4 issit? bunch of sua gus.. anyway the firewrks finale was great, the whole sky turn into golden dust! hehe.. follow that we had 2 more games of bowling with nic and his friends.. and now im all aching all over.. my legs ache more than my hands do -_-" i wonder i used my hands or my legs to bowl ^-^ haha..

~ the bday boy and us~

nah, me and jy's not trying to make funny faces, we just dun wan to look fat in the photos =p

LitTLe RaiN DroP

WaLLet "KonG" KoNg"

2006-08-06T15:57:00.000+08:00

finally went for my haircut at M.Sq! service was good, i had a mini shampooing session + haircut + blow = 1 hr for $49 - 20% = $39.. hehe.. rec by my ex colleague, said this hairdresser was gd, so i give it a try lor.. had a diff haircut this time, i cut away my layered and replace with a straight hairstyle, she did abit of concave for me where its slightly longer infront and shorter behind (but i dun see much diff hehe). my hair looks abit more aft the haircut, which i was glad, cos i find my hair too little already.. hehe.. (getting bald soon like tat..)

then i had my dinner at crystal jade express (the one at wisma basement). had the luncheon meat noodle, and they use practically maggie mee to cook it (pricing wise $4.80 if not wrong.. cos they use maggie mee ma haha), so if u dun wana eat maggie there, its better to order their roast duck noodle soup or chic or roast pork etc (they will gif that kinda wanton mee noodle instead pricing shld be abt $5.80-$6.80 like tat depending wat kinda meat u order). all the food there looks nice! *yumz* especially their bread toast with ice cream! hehe.. portion is quite big, so i suggest to share among 2 to 3 pax or 4 pac oso not a prob if its immediately aft ur meal. not al crystal jade sells the same things, and pricing wise oso different for their diff style of outlets. they have oso crystal jade kitchen / palace / etc etc i cant remb all haha..

modem spoiled.. just went to get an integrated router+modem and 2 adapter.. costing me $268 in total!! i'm broke for the mth~ *hint* gng out for dinner means cheap food k, no choice im a qiong xiao hai now~ =p

LiTtLe RaiN DroP

BoSses arE??

2006-08-03T09:03:00.000+08:00

have u ever get so fed up with ur boss and can't understand wat he/she is thinking abt? they can be very flickered minded where they can tell u something like tat, then aft that they reacted to wat they've sayed to u.. or they can tell u this and then the next time tell u another thing, causing u to be blurred and unsure abt wat he/she actually wanteD...

well.. i know i cant blame them for that, cos their baseline is to ensure that the company is earning/doing well, cos every decision they made, they have to be responsible for it and that it wouldn't make any big impact/effect on the company. but sometimes just couldn't help but get abit unhappy that they keep changing their mind..

maybe next time if i become boss or wat i'll be the same hahah! then my subordinates will say i always very flickered minded, cannot make up my mind, dunno wat exactly i want lol~

LitTLe RaiN droP

Meet Ups & GathErings

2006-08-01T11:30:00.000+08:00

As shown in the picture, met up with jy, tong and weihua (not shown in pic.. hehe), head down to selegie for the all-time favourite chic rice! (kk, dun be jealous ya~ we'll go down another time once u r back from ur trip hehe..) followed by bishi bashi challenge with tong at the nearby arcade.. i would say its a draw game for us cos we are gd at different stages of the game =) then we head down to The Cathay where i my gastric starts to feel uncomfortable, went to puke but ended up feeling even worse than b4.. no matter i sit down, stand up or lie down, it hurts the same. then weihua bought hot chocolate for me (as sweet as ever =) remb tat time i just recover from my sickness, he went to buy the umbrella in case i kena the rain?), but i couldn't finish it and then we shared among ourselves to finish up hehe.. and headed home (i'm such a spoiler, nan de got the chance to gather, but cos of me we had to end it early.. sorry peeps! hhee, more gatherings next time ya~)

Poly gathering was great, cos its been a really really long time since we meet up.. but only 6 of us turn up instead, no worries, our next gathering (in 2 weeks time) will be a better one! hehe..

as seen in all the pictures above, my hair sux! haha.. i need a haircut! the hairstylist i visit in far east already moved back to msia le =( now i have to find new hairdresser whom i can trust my hair to.. my ex-colleague actually rec this hairdresser in marina sq, so i went over on sun hoping to get a hair cut.. who knows, she so pouplar that she's almost fully booked for the whole day.. no choice, gotta go down another, making sure i make an appointment with her before hand. anyway, there's this mini food fair at ms with quite some gd food there =) the "shark fin" was gd! the diced chicken spring roll and the kong bak bao was delicious as well. basically, i loved food fair! hehe..

LitTLe RaiN drOp

my BloG, my TimE..

2006-07-27T11:40:00.000+08:00

it had been almost a yr i started this blog.. time for a new change in the layout and skin le.. but so far i haven come out with a design i really like leh.. hmm.. must set a target.. to come up with a new skin before my bday! haa.. shall see how things go lol.. i've been very lazy.. go home oso no chance to use my com cos my lit bro will be hogging it the whole night.. n i seems to have alot of things to be done pending for a long time..

New blog skin - half a yr ago had been thinking abt it already..
Set up router so that my elder bro's com can access the internet - more than a year he had been asking me to do up, but still not done yet..
Reformat my com - my lit bro had been installing alot of junks until its starting to get malfunction now, shld have done it few mths ago lor, sigh..
Paint my room - had been wanting to paint my room few yrs back.. but was too lazy to do it hahaha! but i think no need oso la, too many things in my room le.. somemore i dun like the layout and furnitures in my room.. i wan to revamp my room! change my furnitures! change the color! haha.. (dun think will be able to do tat.. sigh..)
Pack my room - had been in a mess for quite sometime le..
etc etc etc.. can't recall now.. hehe.. but i know there're alot of things pending lol..

LitTLe RaiN DroP

ZouKz pHotO...

2006-07-26T16:40:00.000+08:00

Some pHotos Taken before we reach zouk.. didn't manage to take any photos later on cos the camera was left in the bag inside the locker room.. hehe..

LitTLe RaiN drOp

LazY BloGginG...

2006-07-25T08:54:00.000+08:00

pai seh pai seh ... my blog had been stagnant for a long time that it'd been collecting spider webs! keke.. had been lazy and busy.. recently had been starting to feel very low morale working here.. sometimes i really dunno wat to do in office.. maybe due to the fact that i had been slacking too much.. and alot of waiting time taken.. affected my work until i dunno wat are the things i needa do.. had been feeling lost. i shld be gratful that i dun have deadline to meet, but this always lead to me taking alot of time to finish up my work, even tho it's not really my fault that my work got delayed (those ppl always delay giving me the material), sometimes im so sick of chasing them.. called them everyday oso no use lor! i dun wan this kinda job!! i dun like chasing ppl.. i dun like my work to be delayed because of other ppl lor..

anyway, more happening things that happen to me recently is gng zouk with tong, jy, peiqi, wee and dehua. i find it ok la, adaptable but no interest hehe.. plus too many ppl that day le.. then malu thing happen to me.... my right heels broke off when i was abt to leave the place! so pai seh lor.. (but luckily it happen when i'm leaving.. ) and then there's this crazy guy (think he shld be abit/quite drunk), trying to be funny with us.. luckily we have the guys to shield us from all these kinda nonsense lol...

i wana get some haircut.. wanted to go to the far east salon that i frequent last time, but heard they move back to malaysia le.. hai.. so sian, now gotta find another hairdresser that i can rely my hair on.. *grumbles grumbles*

starting from today, i can't have any late nite activities le.. cos its the lunar 7th mth! its better to play safe than to have strange or scary encounter in the middle of the night when you are gng home alone... hehe.. (well partly oso cos mom will nag.. so.. i'll b a good girl for a mth hehe - btw i've always been a gd girl all along hor.. now will be a better girl lol..).

LitTLe RaiN DroP

phoTos~ pHotos~

2006-07-04T09:31:00.000+08:00

LitTLe RaiN DroP

~GenTinG PhoTos~

2006-06-29T17:15:00.000+08:00

the long awaited photos from genting keke.. the whole place look like a little "town" to me.. very decorated nor.. there are lotsa fast food, and asian food there.. but, eating fast food there will be a better choice as its cheaper than their local food.. (and i got that upset stomach is all because of the asian food - prawn noodle! hmmpf) so i ended up eating fast food or buffet at the cafe there the next day =) the pizza was alot cheaper than here (if we exchange rate la) and their jug of pepsi is only @ rm3!! only too bad they dun have sweet and spicy drumlets hehe.. ohh did i mention that their kfc chicken was alot better than ours? their skins are more crispy n less flour.. the one here are full of flour and taste not as gd hehe..

As i said there wasn't much things to do there, so i spend some money getting a caricature of myself.. hehe.. doesn't look like me i know hehe.. so far i let artist draw a few times, non of them could really finish my picture looking exactly like me, most of the time is during the process, halfway done u will feel it look like me, but when its done, it looks different... maybe cos i got too many expression le.. haha.. too difficult to catch hold lol! but the guy was gd! the color he plainly uses lighlighter to do the shadings.. impressive ~ and this picture is done in just abt 10 mins =) he actually just wan to see you face, then the rest of the picture he draw using his imagination... hehe.. tats y i ended up like tat lol..

They have all kindsa rides.. up in the air or rolling a boat in the water (but its fake one na, its actually a electronic railway boat where they put in the water to make you feel that u r on water) heehee.. and there's this fake guy there pretending to row the boat for you =)

their kbox is diff from our kbox, their kbox is really singing inside this box.. and they have a lot of these boxes for u to sing, rm2 per song hehe.. i know last time we have them here in sg, but i think they remove all le.. we wanted to go try one, but we went too late, they close le.. =( dunno is they have the grading system (u know last time they will grade your singing after the song one hehehe...)

went to ripley's believe it anot "showcase" (did not went to the haunted house.. hehe.. dun wana spend money letting those ppl scared leh hahaha) they have alot alot amazing things.. inside.. but i only picked out some which i tot was cool.. see the guy who got poked on his head, he manage to survive that! see the black man with the mini head, they have this practice of shrinking the head of enemy that they defeat and keep them.. the aeroplane is a coffin, hehe.. and the palace is build using match stick, this is a demo one, in real life they build it using match stick. the ppl who build it was blinded and crippled so that they can't duplicate the same thing again.

see the ang moh old lady model? i was walking tru the path when i saw her first, then i stare at her (thinking, wat's special with her, cos most of the display have something special in them) then i feel some flash behind me, and i look back, saw that ang moh man taking photo for her, i got a shock (normal human reaction when u r blocking ppl take photo) and i jump backward, and realising tat both r all fake ppl.. hhaa! they have this sensor when ppl walking pass the man with the camera will have flash coming out. btw the path is set in a way you wouldn't be able to see the man until u step out into the room.

see this wooden thingy, i was told its actually comic strips inside, then the guy with the cheena hat will actually roll the strip telling the story and making the music/sound effect at the same time while the ppl peep in to see the story. this is very popular in the olden days.. but during the olden days they see no sound effect and stuff one nor. pretty cool huh.. in this way, only the pl who pay for the show will get to see wats gng on hehe..

on our trip back, the weather was really gd cos during our stay it was raining most of the time and alot of fog. u can't see anything one.. saw this beautiful scenery.. u see the white thingy in the middle of the photo, thats the clouds! very pretty~ u just feel like jumping into those clouds and lie there, like a comfortable bed (but if u think properly, if u really jump into the clouds, you'll drop down tru them and get wet as well.. haha.. looks can be deceiving~

LitTLe RaiN DroP

SomE KinDa Ppl..

2006-06-28T14:37:00.000+08:00

just ytd i've encounter some ppl who simply dun understand. they juz kept using their own thoughts and try to brain wash or talk thru to make u agree with them. wth! if we can be flexible for wat we spend so much time trying to explain to you y cannot like tat, its not as if we r in control of the situation, we really have no choice ma. stop thinking that everything works the same way can anot and everything must work in the way you think! hello! now u r taking free things leh, still wana make so much noise, f*** off la! if u r paying, of course u wana go anytime ur own wish, but if U R NOT PAYING! then pls follow according to the rules can anot. idiotic morons! (ok, maybe we r at fault in the 1st place for telling her the wrong information, but right in the 1st place we already told her cannot already, and she insisted on it.. if she nv insisted on it then these kinda stupid things wouldn't happen, stupid ppl with stupid thinking go away laR!) i've had enough of bad things happening, i dun need more of them k!

LitTLe RaiN DrOP

DisAppOintMent...

2006-06-27T11:33:00.000+08:00

I felt so disappointed.. i'm not gng to bangkok anymore ~>_<~ and worse of all the rest of the guys wouldn't be gng oso.. (due to me..) i'm really sorry.. its so last min.. sigh.. tot i'll hav a great shopping trip coming up in july.. tot i can hav another break.. all all gone.. *proof* gone with just a word from my mom..

came back from genting trip, not bad.. gd for relaxing cos there's nothing much there to shop.. only casino & amusement park is the in-thing there.. weather was very cooling and freezing sometimes.. *Brrr*

had been very unlucky this trip, first of all i forgot to bring my jacket (which was the most IMPT thing there, cos the weather is cold and i'm scared of cold!), went all the way back home and take.. sigh.. then the 1st nite i kena slight "food poisoning" stomach pain until very jialet (rolling on the bed) and almost fainted in the toilet.. but luckily was ok aft all the undigest food came out.. 2nd day, met someone whom will be the last person i would want to see at genting.. then went casino and take alook.. there wasnt any luck at all for jackpot.. no luck at all ZERO.

shall update some photos later on.. i took alot of structure photos.. not much human photos haha.. didn't know y oso.. maybe a change of photo-taking habit? i dunno haha..

LitTLe RaiN DroP

PlanNingS for HoliDays..

2006-06-22T15:18:00.000+08:00

I was surfing the net this morning to check out wat r the things to do / places i can go in genting (gng this weekend), then i follow on to check the tour guide for bangkok (gng in july hehe)... and i realise that before gng on a holiday, its better to make sure u do ur homework.. really.. cos i was reading the reviews and warning abt bangkok, i was glad i read it =) there are lotsa things they said that interest me (make me cant wait to get there) and also things that i will keep in mind down there. dun really have to plan the itenary (exp from previous KL trip), most impt of all is to know where u wana go... check out the places, which ones are more popular etc and oso their opening times.. check out the prices for tuk tuks so u dun get "chop carrot-head" (according to reviews, some tourist got chopped 10times the original price and tot they've bargained to a gd price instead.. then for those that charge super little price, oso have to beware cos they're up to something hehe..) and also the weather there. its better to be more hardworking abit than coming back regretting not doing ur homework well enough =)

LitTle RaiN DroP

ChanGes...

2006-06-20T09:46:00.000+08:00

I so hate the temp interchange @ Jurong Point!! 1st of all, the alighting pt and the food selling pt is so far apart!! (given the fact that i always buy some food on my way to office for breakfast), see normally it doesn't need more than 5 mins to get down the bus, go buy my food and then wait for the bus to work. now, other than the distance from the interchange and jurong point gets further, the bus that i needa take to work is located even further down! sigh.. the stupid walking time so much longer now.. not that i'm lazy to walk, its just tat this will make me gotta wake up earlier so that i dun miss the stupid bus just because i gotta walk longer now.. Argghh.. just ignore me.. i'm so lack of sleep.. yawnz...

*looks outta the window & dreamz* the weather's so gd now, but i'm not in my comfortable bed with my cozy blanket, wat a waste~

LiTtLe RaIn DroP

HapPy BdAy ToNG~

2006-06-17T09:59:00.000+08:00

-=Update=-

Met up with tong they all for movie session "just my luck" at ps... show wasnt as expected.. kinda bored me during some part of the show.. hehe.. but dinner was gd.. we had cafe cartel =) then tong they all head down to have a game of lan @ selegie b4 watching soccer matches while weihua and me head back jurong, him meeting friends and me gng home and sleep, cos i sorta had a little fever during dinner.. nothing special, but its great meeting up and gathering with the guys hehe..

dun say i bo sim hor! cos i'm writing this post early in the morning while u r sleeping like a pig at home/hall hor~ hhehe.. so u mus say u very touched k hehe..

tho we r always busy with our own life n have lesser time to meet ups, a lit misunderstandings here and there at times, but i'm sure this more than 10 years of friendship be it with u or with the rest (JY, weihua etc etc & kk (tho not 10 yrs yet)) will nv mark its finishing point in anytime of our life. tats y ppl say friendships are everlasting compared to relationships, and i think its true, isnt it? hehe..

LiTtLe RaiN DroP

KTV-ing...

2006-06-15T14:07:00.000+08:00

Updates: Photos taken take day.. still got some more photos.. but lazy to post them hehe.. these are the nicer ones =) hmmm maybe JY's blog will have more hehehhee *hint hint* (can go take a look ya..)

normally we go ktv on bdays only.. cos the rates are super HIGH during the wk end nites.. but this yr, tong's bday, we went ktv during the wk days =) slightly cheaper.. heee.. but that's not the reason y we choose to go ytd.. its cos JY gotta wrk this week ends, and the guys r not so keen into ktv, therefore, we ended up wif, me, kk, tong, jy and nic at kbox last nite. it had been some time since i stepped into ktv with them hehe.. had fun singing new songs that we're not familiar with and also those "pirated" eng songs! hhaha.. their beats and tempo super outta way, the lyrics that appeared oso like slow half tempo... basically nothing's gd abt them.. with "unknown" ang moh characters inside.. but..... still, we managed to enjoy the songs la.. they anyhow play, we anyhow sing nor.. heehee..

jy and kk brought me to eat the nice laksa @ je b4 the ktv ytd, was quite gd, tho they said the soup ytd was abit dilute.. they mention that the cha kuay tiao's gd as well, but ytd all of us wanted to eat laksa, even tong (who can't take spicy thing).. hehe..

*not forgetting the photos =) will be out soon, once i get from kk heehee..

LitTLe RaiN droP

CalendaR oF EveNts~

2006-06-13T18:44:00.000+08:00

it seems to be so much things to discuss.. to plan.. and to execute!!

first is tong's bday coming soon this wk end, but that's sort of settled..

gng genting end of the mth (but its already confirmed, so nothing to worry hehe)

then is our mid yr holiday =) still in the planning stage where we decide

where to go n when to take our leaves.. either bangkok / KL =D

clubbing! hahha.. tong had been complaining tat we had promised

to go one of these days, but nv take any actions lol..

more & more to come =) have to get things worked out! hehe

LitTLe RaiN DroP

high TeA gaTherinG @ GemmA's HousE

2006-06-12T15:40:00.000+08:00

LitTLe RaiN DroP

wOrkinG n EarNings

2006-06-08T17:35:00.000+08:00

I had been out in the working industry for abt 3 yrs le ba i guess.. but right now i'm sort of still taking fresh grad pay... i know that we should be ambitious, aim higher so that we get paid better.. but personally i feel that i'm still ok with the life i'm having now.. not much stress and OTs to do.. aft wrk i can just go home and rest peacefully without worrying abt my work (tho in the earlier stage i admit that i'm abit stress when it comes to the Newsletter thingy, but right now i think i'm better at handling it already ba..). tho i had been saying i wana change a new job (and not doing anything abt it).. but somewhere there i'm thinking, will i be able to take the stress and hectic of the workload in the new company? i just feel, since i'm fine with the job now, y do i needa go n make myself more miserable everyday.. tired myself out just to earn a little bit more.. tho money might not be an issue for me now, i just think that i shld enjoy life and not to think abt earning more and more money.. cos earning more money does not mean you will be happy.. somemore i'm that kinda person who cannot take too much stress, i'll fall sick one.. overworking will oso make me sick.. haha.. so y shld i torture myself hehe..

maybe some of u might think that this shld not be the way... but i dun wan to live in the world where i listen to wat ppl says.. and do wat ppl thinks i shld do.. i just wan to follow wat my heart wans me to do.. isnt' it the way it shld be? i only have one life, so its either i live for myself, or i live in other ppl's shadow.. so wat if i'm a success in my career and alot of ppl envying me of my wealth and i'm happy at all? like i mention b4, there's a price to pay for everything that u do/earn.. well, that's wat i think for now la.. cos in future, i'm sure there will be times i'll think money is really impt! haha.. and i also knows that if i earn and keep lotsa money now, i wouldn't have to worry for my future, and retire early.. ahhhh... heck care.. maybe i wouldn't even live until i get old.. hahha!

LitTLe RaIn DroP

JeLLieS!!

2006-06-07T17:13:00.000+08:00

Look wat i bought at "mei wu" =)

JeLLy RaiN DroP

BadMintOn Workshop

2006-06-06T17:46:00.000+08:00

Our club had organise this badminton workshop for children below 12yrs old today, went to help out at the courts, stroking with the children.. sometimes when u look at children, u'll feel that they are such a happy bunch without anything to worry.. but i remember when i was young, i often complain that adult so gd cos they dun have to worry they forget to bring textbook to school, or forgot to do any homework..

i had been the worrying type.. always worried abt this and abt that.. and most of the time (during my younger days) my six sense very accurate one, everytime if i feel very uncomfortable during the weekends, surely when sch starts on mon, there sure to have something i had forgotten to do or wat one.. everytime i'm really scared / dislike tat kinda feeling.. cos u know there's something u forgot to do.. but u just can't remember wat is.. and that's where the time i hope that i can be an adult heehee.. cos at my point of view that time, being adult is to go and work and then come back.. nothing to worry that u'll forgot to do anything, living a carefree life...

LitTLe RaiN DroP

SenToSa...

2006-06-04T12:26:00.000+08:00

it had been a long time since i step into sentosa beach.. went to palawan for junxi's bday ytd.. its nice being there because u get to forget abt the busy and hustling life in the city.. get to be near the nature, enjoy the sun and sand and water (but we didn't play any water sports ytd haha). we played volley ball (until my hand blur black), captain ball and frisby until the sun went down telling us its time to go back..

had been very blur ytd cos i was on my way to habour front b4 i realise i left the bday boy's present at home.. so i alighted and went opposite (to take the same bus back).. i took it for granted that there will be the same bus no just opposite.. but then realise there's no such bus at the bus stop aft a few minutes of staring into the space waiting for the bus.. Arggh! ended up gng bk by taxi lol.. (was thinking of taking bus back and then cab to habour front...)

then there was this balloon hat festival at palawan beach oso.. lotsa colorful balloon hats hehe.. and then there was the school's military band performance n stuff i think (cos we were a distance away from them)

LittLe RaIN DroP

PreSentinG........

2006-06-02T16:34:00.000+08:00

*drumb beats*

Ms Sotong of the Universe - Rain Lee Pey Yun.....

hahah.. today was having lunch at our driving range cafe.. and i went to get some chilli sauce @ their counter.. at first when i saw the color of the sauce i tot *oh! tomato sauce* then aft awhile i tell myself should be chilli sauce la.. then went back to my sit and when i eat it with the chicken (with the pasta tomato sauce), i couldn't recognise tat its tomato sauce -_-" so when i go back for more, the guy actually asked me wat sauce i wan, and i said chilli.. so he went inside to get the chilli sauce for me, and told me the one i holding is tomato sauce!!! wa liew.. pai seh leh.. then i just told him.. oh pai seh.. i blur lol.. but he said i was blur and cute leh *grinz*.. i guess maybe i was just too hungry and engross in my food (okok.. i know i'm trying to find excuses for my stupidity..)

finally its friday lo! btw i'm working today wor.. hehe.. the friday off i said earlier this week was cancelled.. so this week i only have sat off nor.. cos i be coming back to work on sun.. oh, i finish watching "it all started with a kiss" heehe.. (this time watch very fast despite the fact that it have 30 episode, cos i fast forward most of the talking part.. some quite bo liao one hehe.. mainly focus on the male and female leading artiste) very very sweet show i must say (and funny at times) =) very charming guy.. very attracting! i had like this guy from the s.h.e's first drama "qiang wei zhi lian", he's not very handsome like zai zai or he jun xiang, but he's got a kinda charm that makes ppl like him more and more hehehe..

u know, recently i've been a little used to ppl calling my rain.. (did i mention it b4? can't remb if i did anot) anyway.. cos i spend most of my time in office.. my office ppl calls me rain.. so now if ppl call me peiyun, i feels abit unfamiliar with this name wor.. just had tat strange feeling.. haha.. but i guess more calling of it will be back to normal le lol..

LitTLe YuNz DrOP